Devotee in Florida ICU Writes

[PADA: Oh oh, a devotee who was telling us that masks and social distancing are bogus because "there is no virus" "the whole thing is a hoax" was admitted into the hospital emergency room after 9 days of fighting the virus. 

I am not sure why they had to go to the hospital to fight a hoax? OK maybe they are fighting a problem that is not a hoax. So we hope devotees do not flaunt the material energy problems, and make worse problems for themselves.  

And here below is another account, this one from Florida. And if devotees are getting sick and can send me verified things that worked to help cure them, we'd like to know. ys pd 

angel108b@yahoo.com]  

Friends, family, well wishers, Devotees ... since Aug 3rd the day I was admitted to the hospital support has literally come to us from what seems to be all corners of the world ... from India, Nepal, Africa, Canada, Burma, Indonesia and of course throughout the US. H and L have received care packages, food etc they have completely been taken care of since I have been here. 

On Aug 4th last week I was transferred to the ICU they made no qualms in telling me that people are dying in the ICU from covid pneumonia, mostly people of my age with the new Delta variant. From my phone I started making financial arrangements making sure life insurance, savings etc would safely get in the hands of h so that she did not have to worry. 

Needless to say this was a very scary time for me. All I can think about was my little child, our new house our incredible life vacations and just what could continue to be such an amazing life together. But I also understand that death is not the end and so within myself my practice ( Sadhana ) came to mind and it stayed there. 

I don't really know where I'm going with this I think it's more of an announcement that I'm probably being released from the hospital today, yay!
As far as the vaccine goes. I had been against it mostly because of my lack of info, scepticism, naturalist views etc. 

Today I can tell you without any hesitation that I will be getting the vaccine (I have to wait 3 months). In my opinion it has been the lack of understanding from the government to the CDC all over the world and the lack of information pertaining to covid it's severity how many people die how many people live ... all of this has caused Mass confusion and too many deaths. 

Hopefully the world will start to get a handle on this more the most resounding thing that I can do for my family and myself is to control the controllables, do what we can to stay healthy with the information that we have at hand. I've spent the greater part of my life in recovery being a life coach and for many those years I took pride in my own personal story and touted if you want a better life do what I do! 

I travel, I go on spiritual retreats, I can teach you how to make money, look at all of the airports that I get to go to, with my designer clothes lololol come to find out that all of this every last bit of it is empty and that one day my body will turn into ashes and I will return to this earth. Yes there are people that can teach you how to do these things but the reality is, what is the condition of my soul? 

Who is going to help you with your soul? All of the money in the world all of the treasures in the world all of the traveling and designer foods and good jobs, completely laughable. There is a path set forth they call it Yoga, Sanatan Dharm, Bhakti etc. 

There are true authentic Saints, Sages, Gurus etc. These are the real teachers the real gurus.. ( none of them will tell you that their link is in their bio ) none of them charge money for their services, these beings come into your life when you're ready and change absolutely only everything.

I realize that all of this might seem a little bit scattered and my mind is in that sort of mode of recuperating coming into existence again etc

The hospital is gearing me up to do a 6 minute walk to make sure that I can breathe before they release me but I'll close with this for now. Probably the most important thing that I have learned in my life is that humility is my lifeline and then I am absolutely nothing more than the elements of this Earth. 

I am nothing. I am not my body I am not my job I am not my shoes I am not my link in my bio. If any of you ever see me act in any other way then what I just described, please give me a gentle reminder, that my personal story is irrelevant and that everything is a gift. I am not a teacher nor do I wish to be I am only a humble servant, and you are too.