Sri Radhe Back Story / Polly Imbroglio / KK Das Writes / Kalakantha 03 17 24

Namaste and Pranams Prabhu,

First of all, I'll like to stay anonymous for obvious reasons. I'm ex fiskcon. Born and bred in Eastern Europe. Joined fiskcon in early 90's. I was still in highschool at that time. Completed my education while already living in ashram. Almost instantly I've become leading sankirtana devotee. Got initiated by ids in '93. My only sister got initiated a year later also by ids, same goes to my brother in law. We've disassociate ourselves from the society many years ago.

Now, in 1994 I've moved to Bharat. Within two months I was already a personal secretary to bvks in Vadodara / Baroda. As well as ids whenever he was in Bharat. Basically I was serving both of them as a personal servant for next few years.

In due course of time my understanding of what's really goes in a society got radically upgraded. I'm sure I could share some stories with you Prabhu. Even tough I have no interest in fiskcon that much, I admire your courage for fighting these folks. (Kindly note I've met personally with Henry Doktorski. He gave me several copies of "killing for Krishna" books to gave away to another ex fiskcon folks).

Later ids took me on tour. India - south Africa - Australia - new Zealand. (Then reverse back to India). It was during our stay in Durban, I went to get some items for morning puja for ids (pujari kitchen was a distance from sannyasis room) . However as a ex footballer I run back and forth very fast and upon my returning I was absolutely shocked!!! There was a ids standing and giving bear hug to.......young Sri Radhe (same lady was expelled from mayapur recently, as per your blog).

Radhe was and is very attractive girl. She was a young teen with (forgive my language) large, perky breasts. It was very shocking for me to see both of them in that position. Upon my arrival they separated and looked embarrassed, the least. 

I remember that a day before Radhes aunty spoke with ids complaining that she is only coming to temple whenever ids is there. Otherwise she is going clubbing and hunting for boys in a night clubs, wearing mini skirt and skimpy tops, exposing her large chest. What next ids did? 

He got her tickets for polish summer tour!! Same day my god sister approached me (she was ids, brahmana discipline) and asked me how is that gurudev is buying tickets for not even initiated disciple? And she as a senior disciple had to sell hong Kong paintings if she wanted to visit polish tour? I did not know what to tell her.

You know what was the difference, Prabhu? Very simple and scary reason. Brahmana disciple was, NOT attractive physically. Some would say, she was ugly. (Not my opinion, just saying so you could get the idea). .....and then comes Radhe, little apsara like girl! Stunningly beautiful! So she gets the tickets.

Anyway, I hope I could share more stories in a future. Kindly keep me anonymous.

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PADA: There are a number of ex-children like Polly Woodward who seem to have distorted memories of things. But they do remember that horrible things did happen to them and other gurukula children, which regular secular children do not recall. So clearly something awful did happen to them, and others. Some of the ex-children recall for example Satanic ceremony scenes and so on and so forth, which has never been verified. 

The main point to me is, some terrible trauma did happen to these kids, and they are suffering severe trauma from it, and for sure that is a fact. And regular secular kids never complain about these things, because they have had a much better situation. 

One victim is writing letters to the GBC three times a day, and she copies me on her writings. So she is very depressed and obsessed with the situation. Something happened to this person, and it was evil. How evil was it ??? could be argued one way or other. I just had a dream I was going incognito to a temple and I was behind a pillar when two ladies came in and they were talking confidentially -- so I did not reveal myself to let them express themselves and "get it off their chest." 

And one of the ladies was telling the other, "I think taking my life is the only way out for me." I think this dream has happened in real life for a number of victims. So there is a lot of trauma going on here, and it almost seems like it is what a lot of devotees are in denial about. 

Gaura Govinda Maharaja admitted to me he knows that ISKCON is promoting the worship of homos and pedos as Vishnupada acharyas, and he told me Kali Yuga has entered the highest places in ISKCON. So that means he knew that thousands of ISKCON children were being forced to worship these homos, pedos, dope heads and other deviants -- as their Vishnupada links to God, and that is severe psychological child mistreatment right out of the gate. And it will produce trauma in those children victims eventually, and no one should have been surprised when that happened. I think Polly is another victim of these people. I am just glad she survived. ys pd

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WAKE UP, DEAR BLIND, FANATICAL, DELIRIOUS VICTIMS OF MOST CUNNING DECEIT..AND DO NOT LIVE AS SHEEPS AND GOATS FOR SLAUGHTER..!!!

IN THE ORIGINAL GAUDIYA VAISNAVISM THERE ARE NO SUCH THINGS AS: INITIATION BY UNQUALIFIED "GURU" AND RE-INITIATION..!!!

KK Dasa

In recent days I’ve been asked a few times about what kind of relationship I have with my spiritual master. Readers see my posts and wonder. Without going into details on personal relationships, I’ll say what I don’t do, that others disciples do.

First of all, I’ve had two fallen gurus previously. To fit into the system, I was initiated a third time as a number of devotees of my generation did. We’re talking of ex-Jayatirtha disciples and former disciples of other zonal acaryas – thousands of them.

I’ve seen it all before. Fanatical guru worship. Over-glorification of the guru. Starry-eyed guru-personality hype among disciples. The fervour for guru-maharaja this, guru-maharaja that and guru-maharaja everything. The pressure to prove how dedicated one is to the guru. The lack of privacy and confidentiality among disciples and guru and so on.

I refuse to be a part of cult-like behaviour. I’m not one of those fawning disciples. I keep a respectful distance. Why should I fall for it again, and again? No thanks.

After taking initiation for a third time, I’m told by Prabhupada disciples that all this re-initiation is unnecessary. Yeah, they would say that now. This fiasco is a farce. Guru-tattva in ISKCON is a shambles. It has messed up the lives of so many sincere seekers. I’m feeling some anger as I write on this point. I’m tempted to write an expletive. And you want me to still be an obedient, sold-out institutional stooge?

Doing away with the above mess, a simple heart-to-heart connection is good enough for me. Giriraj Swami is one of my Facebook friends and I don’t hide my thoughts in my posts. Last time I spoke with him was for nearly three hours on Skype a couple of years ago. I’m aware that some sannyasis have or had friends who are known abusers and who publicly choose inaction on abuse. I watch all this. Again, I keep a distance. The essence is what I seek without all pompous external guru formalities. That’s me.

Ys KK Dasa.

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“TESTIMONIES & EVIDENCE ON MISSING TAPE RECORDINGS (Cont.)-SEVEN:

TESTIMONY FROM MEXICAN GURUKULA STUDENT -In Ch. 52 we saw how Bhakta Vatsala das, a Mexican Gurukula student about 13 years old in 1977, had found two cassette tapes under Srila Prabhupada’s mattress just after his departure. Bhakta Vatsala helped with cleaning Srila Prabhupada’s quarters almost every day. He took and hid the tapes in the wall of his room, but when he left Vrindaban a few months later, Bhakticharu searched his luggage, found the tapes and took them. Bhakta Vatsala never was able to listen to them. 

This testimony was recorded under oath in 2001. What was on those tapes? Where are these tapes?

EIGHT: TESTIMONY FROM GAURIDAS PANDIT DAS REGARDING MISSING TAPES 

Gauridas Pandit das, who was an assistant to Tamal in mid-1977, fanning Srila Prabhupada in his garden, wrote on May 14, 2009: “My duty was to move his recording equipment around to where he was and always make sure his conversations were recorded. Tamal did that most of the time but I'd do it if he wasn't around. 

And yes there are quite a few tapes missing that I know were made; especially right after July 9th when more questions were asked. For example, Tamal asked Prabhupada if there could be more ritviks appointed in the future. Srila Prabhupada said, ‘Yes, the GBC can elect at Mayapur.’ Tamal: What if a ritvik falls down? 

Prabhupada said, “Then the GBC can remove”. Tamal: Should we put Vyasasanas in the temples for the ritviks? Prabhupada said, “No, that would create enmity among my disciples.”’ This confirms what we suspected, that before and after such a monumental event as the July 9th letter, how could there be no more discussion on the subject? 

Where are those tapes? Obviously Tamal removed all the tapes about the future of initiations and “disappeared” them. Tamal culled any tape that contained Srila Prabhupada’s instructions for the future of ISKCON and a unique system for proxy initiations.

NINE: “IT’S ALL ON TAPE”: TAMAL TO YASODANANDANA JULY 10, 1977 

Yasodanandana kept a personal diary in 1977, which he still has decades later. He served in Vrindaban as the gurukula headmaster and saw Srila Prabhupada and Tamal daily throughout 1977. On July 10, 1977, Yasodanandan Swami recorded in his diary a conversation outside of Tamal’s office: 

TAMAL: Yasoda, did you see this? 

YASODA: No. What is it? 

TAMAL: This is signed by Prabhupada. Tamal showed Yasodanandana the July 9th letter and pointed to Srila Prabhupada’s signature on the left hand bottom corner. He read the entire letter and then asked Tamal some questions. “

YASODA: What does all of this mean? 

TAMAL: Devotees have been writing to Prabhupada asking for initiations, and now Prabhupada has named eleven ritviks who can initate on his behalf. Prabhupada said that others can be added. 

YASODANANDANA: And when Prabhupada departs? 

TAMAL: They’ll be ritviks. That’s what Prabhupada said. It’s all on tape.” (Yet More Evidence, Vedic Village Review, No. 11, Dec. 1989) Yes, it was all on tape, admitted by Tamal himself. But these tapes are not with us today. Tamal disappeared all audio evidence of the ritvik acharya system as set up by Srila Prabhupada.

TEN: PERSONAL MEMORY BY CHAITANYA DAS REGARDING MISSING TAPES “I was in the guesthouse room of the Kolkata temple with Bhakti Vikasa Swami (ISKCON guru) and I heard him say ‘It’s a fact they have deleted so many tapes and letters.’ He spoke this in a tone of total disgust towards the leaders of ISKCON.” (Chaitanya das, 35 years after 1977) Amongst some ISKCON leaders there are convictions that somebody reduced the available Srila Prabhupada tapes.” (Srila Prabhupada’s Hidden Glories 1.333)

PADA: Yeah, we thought we could absorb sins like Jesus and be worshipped as the sum total of the demigods. And we could allow homos and pedos to be worshiped as Vishnupada. And we could have devotees banned, beaten, sued and assassinated if they did not go along. We goofed. Sorry! ys pd