Thursday, April 30, 2026

Satsvarupa Celebrates Sulochana's Appearance! / Ravindra Needs Help / Fertilizer and Famine 04 30 26

 


SATSVARUPA CELEBRATES! 
SULOCHNA'S APPEARANCE DAY!


PADA: Amazing pilgrims! Satsvarupa is having a big celebration on July 4th, which is Sulochana's appearance day! Sulochana said "I am the most all American person in the whole of ISKCON, because me and America have the same celebration date. If I cannot become a Krishna devotee in ISKCON, no one else can either. I am the test subject." 

OK what happened is, Sulochana disagreed with Satsvarupa's promoting homosexuals and pedophiles -- like Kirtanananda -- as God's successors. And so SDG wrote that Sulochana (and me really) are "poison pens." And Kirtanananda is a great and pure devotee. 

Then Sulochana said SDG is "painting a bull's eye on my back to get me killed." And he was killed. And Sulochana credits SDG for inciting his murder, and me almost getting whacked too. Did I forget to mention many kids, maybe thousands, were mistreated if not sexually abused in SDG's "guru-school" program. 

Needless to say, it is the irony of ironies that SDG is making a big celebration for himself on the very SAME day of the person he helped get assassinated, at least according to the person who was assassinated. 

And SDG wants us to celebrate on Sulochana's appearance day! July 4th! While SDG's people will be glorifying the person who helped get Sulochana assassinated, and me almost taken out, we "Sulochana fans" will be celebrating the appearance of the person these SDG people helped assassinate. Sulochana is therefore the first Western Hare Krishna martyr. 

And SDG is thus an instigator, even a primary instigator, of making him depart. And me almost depart. As one person said recently, all of the ISKCON celebrations in the past decades will NEVER remove Sulochana's blood from these leader's hands. They wanted to make their homosexual and pedophile friends into acharyas, and they wanted dissenters taken out if they disagreed, and they were taken out. 

Anyway thanks SDG, you are making Sulochana's appearance day famous! ys pd    

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RAVINDRA SWARUPA HEALTH HELP


PADA: Ravindra Swarupa has been one of the world's leading exponents, promoters and defenders of the GBC's post-1978 homosexual and pedophile guru system. And he was good pals with Satsvarupa. He was a big co-creator and influence on the 1986 "guru reform," where the GBC "voted in more gurus," reinstated oral sex with taxi driver's - pada, and excommunicated us. 

Ravindra Swarupa wanted to keep one of the important leaders of Mayapur's Auschwitz for kids project -- Bhavananda -- in the acharya's seat. Which made me and Sulochana targets for opposing. 

Evidently, his wife Saudamani was acting as a sort of care taker for him. So now they are seeking a new care taking arrangement. Yep Ravindra opposed us while we complained early on that forcing children to worship predators and pedophiles will harm the children. And it has. 

Even Ravindra's own daughter looks like she has jumped ship away from ISKCON and has no visible connection to the Krishna religion these days. A number of other GBC leader's children are also totally alienated from ISKCON. In other words, these leaders could not even make their own kids into devotees. Some of those leader's children ended up with addiction problems, cancer problems, and other problems, and a number of them are now deceased.  

So now, Ravindra needs some new forms of support and there is a fund raising effort to do that. I have heard that he has gone a little senile and whacky and he is not easy to deal with at this stage. 

But since he was a loyal dog supporter of the GBC's homosexual and pedophile messiah's program, why do his supporters need to beg to get support now? Don't they care for their own pedophile messiah's club members? 

To SUM: Ravindra was mine and Sulochana's arch nemesis. And he helped have Sulochana excommunicated and his sex with taxi driver's messiah Bhavananda reinstated in 1986. He also wrote a number of the GBC's position papers and documents. Overall he was a big advocate of the illicit sex with men, women and children messiah's project which bans, beats, molests, sues and kills Vaishnavas. 

But yeah, now he needs your help for his care. Why would anyone care for such a person, and be implicated in his karma? ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com   
 

FERTILIZER AND FAMINE

The UN says the real problem is going to be a big worldwide famine, possibly affecting billions of people, when the fertilizer is not being shipped. About one‑third of global seaborne fertilizer trade — roughly 16 million tonnes per year — normally moves through the Strait of Hormuz, and current disruptions have reduced that flow to near zero. This could result is massive world wide famines affecting billions of people.  


Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Saving Oil not People / Perils of False Renunciation 04 29 26


PADA: Ukraine has finally decided, hey Russians! Enough is enough, and we need to take the gloves off and actually start to punish Russia. Obviously, Ukraine's new missiles and drones are beyond the capacity of Russia's defenses to take down. And they are now making more and better longer range weapons. 

Meanwhile Russia is losing 1,000+ men per day on the front lines. This is creating a manpower shortage in factories and so on. I saw a video where a giant oil cloud was raining down on the city. People were wiping their hands on blackened cars, and their hands were all black. And all the ground looks like it has a thin black film on it everywhere, including all the trees etc. "It is raining oil." This is really an environmental disaster, which is going to take years if not decades to clean up, if ever. 

A video showed Russian people in the city who were distressed and CRYING at all the devastation. Amazing. These are the same people who are gleefully and happily cheering when Ukraine's children's schools, hospitals full of babies and pregnant women, residential buildings full of people, cow barns full of cows etc. -- are blown to pieces. 

Yep. Even cows and cow barns are being blown to bits, killing and maiming all these animals. And that makes many of these Russian people do the happy dance. We blew up those dangerous cows before they came here to eat us alive! No, you guys just take delight in killing innocent and harmless beings. 

Obviously, many Russian folks think residential buildings full of people, hospitals full of babies and pregnant woman, schools full of children, cafes full of old people, churches, and all the living entities and people therein, even cows etc. need to be blown up and eliminated. What kind of society is happy to see maternity wards full of babies and pregnant women blown up, but they are crying pitifully when -- oil is being blown up? People getting blown up makes us happy, oil getting blown up makes us cry. Told ya!  

Obviously for many of them, oil has a lot more importance that people. Well goody, now you won't have your precious oil, so you won't have the capacity to blow up more people and cows. I am for it. Stop the killing machine from running. 

But yeah, blowing up old people, women and babies is our wonderful happy times, but blowing up oil is terrible, that is the state of their mentality. Ukraine has this all figured out, the only reason Russia wants to take Eastern Ukraine is -- so they can make a new giant wall of howitzers there, to start blowing up cities in the West of Ukraine. There is no other option but to stop them. 

The good news is, many Russians are finally starting to realize this war is going to hurt their whole country, not just Ukraine, and they are waking up slowly. They have made a costly mistake trying to blow up other people, because now those other people are going to blow up our oil. But yeah, Ukraine blows up oil while Russia blows up people, there is a difference. 

Another guy just told me he does not want to hear my Hindu nurse friend's testifying that her hi-rise apartment got blown up when it was full of people and hundreds died, and died horribly. Never mind crying babies and children missing arms and legs etc. And she almost died. 

And the people who do these horrible activities now cry when their oil is blown up. That saves Yamaraja a lot of work, you guys already admit you want to kill people and save oil, our court does not even have to ask you what is your priority standard for saving things. You already told us! Yup!  

ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com

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TOTAL DESTRUCTION FROM PREMATURE RENUNCIATION 

PADA: Yike pilgrims, total destruction. Says it all!

AKALA BHEKE SARVANASHA


— From Gauḍīya Prabandhāvalī (Gauḍīya, Vol. 16)

— Translated by Siddhānta Vāṇī Publications (Dated : 25.04.2026)

[ EXTREMELY IMPORTANT ARTICLE]

He who is known as “Cā̃d-bāula” (Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura)— compassionately turned back the turbulent, outward-rushing currents of those spiritually intoxicated, restlessly sentimental seekers, those so-called bāulas yearning for peace but driven by unrefined impulse and instructed them in the authentic path of gradual ascent (krama-panthā), in accordance with one’s true eligibility 
(adhikāra):

“kena bhekera prayāsa? haya akāla-bheke sarva-nāśa.
Ha’le citta-śuddhi, tattva-buddhi, bheka āpani āse haya prakāśa.”

“Why this anxious striving for external renunciation? Premature assumption of the renunciant’s dress brings utter ruin. When the heart is purified and true knowledge awakens, that renunciation reveals itself naturally.”

“yatadina hṛdaya-śodhana naya, ghara chāḍile pare ‘markaṭa-vairāgī’ tāre kaya;
hṛdaya-doṣe, ripura vaśe, pade pade tāra patana.”
(Bāula-saṅgīta 11.9)

“So long as the heart is not purified, one who abandons home is but a markaṭa vairāgī (‘monkey-renunciate’); overpowered by inner fault and the six enemies within, he falls at every step.”

The term akāla-bheka signifies the imitation of renunciation or the adoption of external signs of renounced life without possessing the inner qualification. Only by accepting one’s adhikāra-dharma (one’s rightful station or eligibility) –can one proceed along the path of auspiciousness.

Witnessing the threefold miseries of material existence, the countless external miseries, burnings, and entanglements of the world, a peace-seeking soul often becomes seized, in an initial surge of emotion, by a temporary frenzy to renounce home and worldly life altogether. Just as a person, struck by unbearable inner agony, may even attempt to abandon this body which is dearer than life itself – in a desperate effort to find relief, yet in that madness fails to understand that even if hundreds of such bodies were destroyed, so long as desire (vāsanā) remains, liberation from worldly suffering cannot be attained — in the same way, one scorched by the forest-fire of worldly life imagines that by merely abandoning home, he will be freed from suffering and attain peace. 

But in truth , until rati (deep loving attachment) awakens toward the lotus feet (śrī-pāda-padma) of the sole fountainhead of supreme peace (parā-śānti)– even if one renounces home hundreds of times and adorns oneself with all the external emblems of renunciation, one can never become an actual recipient of true peace.

Just as–prior to the attainment of svarūpa-siddhi, so long as the final relinquishment of the body has not occurred, even if one artificially attempts self-destruction hundreds of times, one is compelled again and again to accept diverse bodies, each fashioned as a sheath woven of vāsanā (previous samskaras)–in the same way, even if one artificially renounces home repeatedly, or assumes the external insignia of vairāgya again and again, until svarūpa-siddhi is realized, the jīva must inevitably re-enter, time after time, the “house” of embodied existence. 

For this reason, in the (11.19.43), Śrī Bhagavān declares: “grham sarīram mānusyam” — “This external dwelling is not the true home; rather, the human body itself is the real abode.”

Without bhagavad-āveśa (absorption in the Divine) the deep-seated identification with the body (dehātma-buddhi), that binding attachment to the physical form, cannot be relinquished by anyone. Therefore, when a seeker of peace or liberation prematurely abandons home and retreats to forests or solitary places, yet remains inwardly intoxicated by lower desires, such a person has not truly left “home.” 

He has merely abandoned one outward, extroverted habitation, only to enter into another more subtle, more unnatural, and often more perilous form of external entanglement. By adopting such artificial paths, a multitude of sins and disturbances inevitably arise and in many cases, these give birth to grave offenses that obstruct the unfolding of bhakti.

Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura teaches that until bhāva the first awakening of divine emotion or rati arises within the heart, true and enduring vairāgya can never manifest. Therefore, if one abandons household life prior to this inner awakening, the aspirant’s fall, and his renewed entanglement in the labyrinth of worldly existence, become inevitable. 

Thus, in Śrī Caitanya-śikṣāmṛta (5.2), he writes:

“Virakti—natural distaste toward the objects of the senses is called renunciation. When bhāva awakens, such virakti becomes intense and powerful. In those whose hearts are illumined by bhāva, a spontaneous disinterest in worldly sense-objects arises. Yet, when those same objects are connected to Bhagavān, they become the very source of deep affection and relish. 

A certain class of persons, known as virakta or vairāgī bābājīs, is observed; these individuals, by adopting an external dress (bheka), imagine themselves to be renounced. But merely thinking oneself renounced does not make one truly virakta. When bhāva genuinely arises, detachment from sense-objects manifests naturally and without effort. However, if bhāva has not awakened, and such natural detachment has not arisen, then the acceptance of the renunciate’s dress (bheka) is illegitimate.

The true meaning of bheka is this: when vairāgya awakens through bhāva, worldly life no longer remains congenial. For such souls, the accumulation of worldly necessities becomes unfavorable to their bhajana. Gradually reducing their needs, they adopt simple cloth, a patched garment (gudaḍī), a begging pot (karaṅga), and subsist by honoring mahā-prasāda obtained through alms. In due course, this manner of living becomes entirely natural to them ,it no longer feels burdensome in the least.

Only when such a transformation is discerned and sanctioned by Śrī Gurudeva, in accordance with one’s adhikāra and in harmony with all śāstra, does the acceptance of bheka become authentic. But in modern times, the practice of adopting bheka has assumed a most inauspicious form. Most people, what to speak of the awakening of bhāva, even before attaining firm steadiness in vaidhī-bhakti – accept the renounced dress, either under the influence of fleeting sentimentality or as a convenient means of livelihood, indulging in unrestrained conduct.

Footnotes

[1] “viraktir indriyārthānāṁ syād arocakatā svayam” (Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu 1.3.30) —True virakti is the spontaneous distaste of the heart toward the objects of the senses. It is not imposed, not cultivated through force, but arises naturally when higher taste (parama-rasa) awakens.

“yo dustyajān dāra-sutān suhṛd-rājyaṁ hṛdi-spṛśaḥ
jahau yuvāiva malavad uttamaḥ-śloka-lālasaḥ”

(5.14.44) — He who, even in youth, abandons wife, children, friends, and kingdom — though they deeply touch the heart — just as one casts off stool, being intensely eager for the service of Uttamaḥ-śloka (Śrī Bhagavān), such a one is truly exalted.

[2] “vibhṛyāc cen munir vāsaṁ kaupīnācchādanaṁ param
tyaktaṁ na daṇḍa-pātrābhyām anyat kiñcid anāpadi”

—A muni may wear only a kaupīna (loincloth) as his covering, abandoning all else, save a staff and a begging bowl, and even these only when necessary.

“dṛṣṭi-pūtaṁ nyaset pādaṁ vastra-pūtaṁ pibej jalam
satya-pūtāṁ vaded vācaṁ manaḥ-pūtaṁ samācaret”

—Let him place his steps after purifying them by vision; drink water filtered by cloth; speak words purified by truth; and act with a mind purified by introspection.

(11.18.15–16)

“ekaś caren mahīm etāṁ niḥsaṅgaḥ saṁyatendriyaḥ
ātma-krīḍa ātma-rata ātma-vān sama-darśanaḥ”

—He should wander alone upon the earth, detached, with controlled senses; delighting in the Self, absorbed in the Self, established in the Self, and seeing all with equal vision.

(11.18.20)

“anvīkṣetātmano bandhaṁ mokṣaṁ ca jñāna-niṣṭhayā
bandha indriya-vikṣepo mokṣa eṣāṁ ca saṁyamaḥ”

—By steadfast knowledge, one should discern the bondage and liberation of the self: distraction of the senses is bondage, and their restraint is liberation.
(11.18.22)

“jñāna-niṣṭho virakto vā mad-bhakto vānapekṣakaḥ
sa-liṅgān āśramāṁs tyaktvā cared avidhi-gocaraḥ” 

— One established in knowledge, or endowed with detachment, or devoted to Me without dependence, such a one may transcend all formal āśramas and their external signs, moving beyond conventional regulations.
(11.18.28)

“nodvijet janād dhīro janaṁ codvejayan na tu
ativādāṁs titikṣeta nāvamanyeta kañcana

deham uddiśya paśuvad vairaṁ kuryān na kenacit” —The sober sage should neither be disturbed by others nor disturb them; he should tolerate harsh words, never dishonor anyone, and never, identifying with the body like an animal, engage in enmity.
(11.18.32)

“alabdhvā na viṣīdet kāle kāle ’śanaṁ kvacit
labdhvā na hṛṣyed dhṛtimān ubhayaṁ daiva-tantritam
āhārārthaṁ samīheta yuktaṁ tat prāṇa-dhāraṇam
tattvaṁ vimṛśyate tena tad vijñāya vimucyate
yadṛcchayopapannānnaṁ bhakṣayed uttamāparam
tathā vāsaḥ tathā śayyāṁ prāptaṁ bhajet muniḥ”

—If food is not obtained, he should not lament; if it is obtained, he should not rejoice—for both are governed by destiny. He should seek only that sustenance which maintains life, and through such moderation reflect upon truth, thereby attaining liberation. Whatever comes of its own accord—food, clothing, or resting place—he should accept with equanimity.

(11.18.33–35)

“yas tv asaṁyata-ṣaḍ-vargaḥ pracaṇḍendriya-sārathiḥ
jñāna-vairāgya-rahitas tri-daṇḍam upajīvati”

—But he who has not controlled the six urges (ṣaḍ-varga), whose senses are fiercely unbridled, and who is devoid of knowledge and renunciation—yet lives by the external symbol of the tridaṇḍa—such a one merely sustains himself through hypocrisy.
(11.18.40)

“Driven by quarrels between man and woman in married life, harassed by the manifold afflictions of worldly life, frustrated by the failure of marriage, deprived of livelihood as in the case of those whose trade and business has collapsed or bewildered by the influence of intoxicants or other disturbances that derange the intellect, a kind of sudden, momentary vairāgya arises. Such renunciation is termed kṣaṇika-vairāgya (fleeting and unstable).

Under the sway of this transient impulse, a person may approach some gosvāmī or bābājī, offer a token sum of money, and accept the external signs of renunciation such as kaupīna and bahir-vāsa. But the result is inevitable: within a short time, the tide of that so-called renunciation recedes. Again overpowered by the senses, such men and women fall into illicit relations – either openly forming improper unions, or secretly indulging in sinful activities. Their connection with paramārtha (the supreme spiritual end) becomes but a faint memory, if it remains at all.

Unless this illegitimate bheka-practice is wholly uprooted, there can be no true welfare for the Vaiṣṇava world. Previously, in the discussion of varṇāśrama-dharma, such false renunciation was described as a sinful force leading to the ruin of society. 

There, it was considered a deviation within the framework of the renounced order itself but here, in the life of devotional practitioner, it is to be understood as a grave offense (mahad-aparādha). In the appendix of the work Sat-kriyā-sāra-dīpikā, composed by Śrīla Gopāla Bhaṭṭa Gosvāmī, a profound deliberation on this matter may be found. 

Among those who present themselves as vairāgī or Vaiṣṇava, very few possess that natural renunciation which arises from genuine bhakti. Before such pure and stainless souls , whose detachment has blossomed from divine love ,we offer our perpetual daṇḍavat-praṇāma, in reverence and humility.”

Four Types of Illegitimate Renunciants (Avaiḍha Vairāgī)

Illegitimate renunciants may generally be classified into four categories— (1) Markaṭa-vairāgī, (2) Kapaṭa-vairāgī, (3) Asthira-vairāgī, and (4) Aupādhika-vairāgī.

(1) Markaṭa-vairāgī — The Monkey-Renunciate

Those who, though devoid of true vairāgya, adopt the external dress of renunciants and wander about, aspiring to be seen as detached, yet whose uncontrolled senses constantly give rise to anartha are known as markaṭa-vairāgī. Such persons merely bear the outward signs of renunciation, while inwardly remaining bound. For this reason,Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu has described them as “monkey-renunciates”:

“kṣudra-jīva saba markaṭa-vairāgya kariyā
indriya cāṛāiyā bule ‘prakṛti’ sambhāṣiyā
prabhu kahe—‘mora vaśa nahe mora mana,
prakṛti-sambhāṣī vairāgī nā kare sparśana’”

(Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Ādi-līlā 2.120, 124)

“The petty jīvas adopt monkey-like renunciation, roaming freely, indulging the senses, conversing with ‘prakṛti’ (women). The Lord declares: ‘My mind is not under My control; a renunciant who associates with worldly nature is not to be touched.’” Thus, like monkeys externally naked, yet internally restless and sensually driven, such renunciation is but a caricature of the genuine path.

(2) Kapaṭa-vairāgī — The Deceitful Renunciate

Those cunning individuals who adopt the garb of renunciation with ulterior motives thinking: “At festivals I shall easily obtain delicious food among the Vaiṣṇavas; even if I perform sinful acts now, at death the Vaiṣṇavas will honor me and ensure my auspicious destination; householders will respectfully feed me; intoxicants like gāñjā (marijuana), bhanga, and aphima (opium) will be readily available” – such duplicitous persons are called kapaṭa-vairāgī. Addressing his own heart, Śrīla Narottama Dāsa Ṭhākura instructs such hypocrisy with piercing honesty:

“ha’iyā māyāra dāsa, kari nānā abhilāṣa,
tomāra smaraṇa gela dūre;
artha-lābha ei āśe, kapaṭa vaiṣṇava-veśe,
bhramiyā beṛāi ghare ghare.”

“Having become a servant of māyā, I pursue countless desires, and remembrance of You has drifted far away. In hope of gain and profit, I don the deceitful dress of a Vaiṣṇava, wandering from house to house.”

(3) Asthira-vairāgī — The Unsteady Renunciate

When, due to quarrel (kalaha), distress (kleśa), poverty, suffering, failure in marriage, or separation from a beloved, a sudden and fleeting detachment arises, such renunciation is but momentary. Those who, under the surge of this transient impulse, accept the external garb of renunciation (bheka), are known as asthira-vairāgī (unstable renunciants). In them, true vairāgya is absent; therefore, in a short time, they inevitably devolve into kapaṭa-vairāgī (hypocritical renunciants). To such unsteady and externally motivated renunciants, Śrīla Narottama Dāsa Ṭhākura offers this heartfelt admonition:

“o re bhāi, bhaja mora gaurāṅga-caraṇa,
nā bhajiyā māinu duḥkhe, ḍubi gṛha-viṣa-kūpe, dagdha haila e pañca-prāṇa;
ripuraśe indriya haila, gora-pada pāśarila,
vimukha haila hena dhana.”

“O brother! Worship the lotus feet of Gaurāṅga. Failing to do so, I have suffered greatly as I have plunged into the poisonous well of household life, and these five vital airs have been scorched. The senses have become slaves of the enemies within; I have forgotten the feet of Gaura , thus I have turned away from my true wealth.”

(4) Aupādhika-vairāgī — The Artificial or Designated Renunciate

Those who, becoming enslaved by intoxicants, fall unfit for worldly life, and then, while absorbed in intoxication display a semblance of hari-bhakti, or through habitual practice artificially exhibit external signs of devotion before an unsuspecting society; or those who, taking shelter of material sentiment (jaḍa-rati), attempt to attain pure spiritual attachment (śuddha-rati) – such persons, by donning the marks of renunciation, become aupādhika vairāgī. This kind of renunciation is exceedingly trivial, hollow, and ultimately harmful.

The Nature of True Vairāgya

When genuine vairāgya born of bhakti awakens, the resulting detachment from sense-objects arises spontaneously, this alone is the true beauty of a devotee’s life. To artificially assume renunciation first, and then seek devotion afterward, is unnatural (anaisargika) and inauspicious (amaṅgalajanaka). Authentic renunciation arising from realized spiritual emotion (jāta-bhāva) is the true ornament of both men and women. 

It is not an independent limb of bhakti, but rather an anubhāva (a natural, radiant expression of devotion itself).

Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura further declares in Śrī Caitanya-śikṣāmṛta (1.7):
Śrīman Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu instructed Śrīla Sanātana Gosvāmī to abandon that dry renunciation (śuṣka-vairāgya) which is inimical to the attainment of divine love (prema), and to embrace instead the state of yukta-vairāgya (renunciation harmonized with devotion) :

“yukta-vairāgya-sthiti saba śikhāila,
śuṣka-vairāgya-jñāna saba niṣedhila.”

By means of reasoning (yukti) and interpretations (lakṣaṇā) of Vedic statements favorable to such reasoning, some conclude: “I am Brahman, yet having become entangled in prapañca (the material expanse), I have fallen away from Brahman-realization. How shall I become free from this entanglement? This human body is prapañca, the home is prapañca, wife and children are prapañca, food and all else are prapañca, everything is but prapañca. How then shall I escape it?” 

Thus agitated by such reflections, they smear their bodies with ashes, cover themselves with a mere kaupīna, subsist on dry grains, abandon wife and children, and seeking recognition as renunciants –leave their homes to wander in forests or reside in monasteries( maṭha) . Yet, without deeply considering what true benefit arises from such actions, they remain absorbed only in dry intellectualism (śuṣka-jñāna). 

They remain utterly indifferent to the truth that liberation from prapañca is attained only through relationship with Bhagavān. Thus, their sins are lost, their pious credits are lost, their sense of “I” and “mine” is also relinquished, but what real gain has been achieved? Of this, they scarcely reflect. Engrossed in the deliberations of Vedānta and its complexities, they pass their time like this. 

At death, a few adherents of their doctrine gather; some ritual gesture is performed , perhaps a coconut broken upon their head and the body is consigned to the earth. But what has been attained thereby? Hari has not been realized. Their imagined attainment of Brahman state ” ends there. 

Had they instead established hari-sambandha in all aspects of life– in body, in home, in food, in rest, in time, in all directions and engaged in the cultivation of devotion (bhagavad anuśīlana), gradually nourishing bhakti, then surely they would have attained the supreme fruit in form of prema. Such dry and misdirected renunciation is called phalgu-vairāgya (a hollow renunciation), like the shallow, hidden current of the Phalgu River: outwardly dry, inwardly insubstantial.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2026

ISKCON ENDS! / Vedabase Issue / ISKCON Legacy / Agnideva / Giriraj 04 28 26


LOVING KRISHNA IS ALSO LOVING OURSELF

IT IS THE END!

Chandrasekhar Cyril Wohrer. Now he is preaching from the Christian's pulpit! Or what? Lots of GBC folks have this interfaith idea: We should all be like Christians and worship a pure devotee! Yipee!

Wait what! And as soon as the GBC finds out we are worshiping a pure devotee -- we are the bogus concocting ritviks "following bogus Christianity"? Which means we are not going to worship the GBC's homosexuals and pedophiles messiahs project! 

Oh oh pilgrims, then we will be banned, beat, sued and -- killed. Sorry dude, we are not allowed to worship a pure devotee and that is why the temples are empty ghost towns. A person who promotes a homosexual and pedophile messiah's program will not attract Western people, even if he wears pants! Where does ISKCON find these guys? Hee hee ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com 

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VEDABASE PROBLEMS

These past few days we have had a direct conversation with the manager of vedabase.io.

We ask you something simple: to serve Srīla Prabhupāda's books as they were originally published. We offer you the data — a comprehensive report with each documented change, verse by verse. Over 5,000 changes in the Gītā, 3,100 more in the Bhāgavatam and Caitanya-caritām Másta. We even offer technical assistance to implement it.

The response:

1. "I have family and they can sue me." »

2. "I can be shut down at any moment." »

3. "I'm busy with another project (Vidyabase). »

Regarding point 2, something needs to be clarified: he is the owner of the domain vedabase.io. He who controls the domain, controls the site. No one can "lock it down" if he decides to serve the original editions. It's your decision, not an external imposition.

Regarding point 3: Vidyabase has been in development for years. "I'm busy getting it done" is not a reason, it's an excuse.

What we worry about is not a personal fight. What worries us is that thousands of devotees read every day on vedabase.io believing that they are reading Prabhupāda’s original words — and they are not. They are reading a posthumously edited version without author's approval.

We decided not to wait. That’s why vedabase.cc exists — the original books, verified word-for-word with the first print editions. Let each devotee decide what he wants to read. But at least he does it knowing the difference.

vedabase.cc — Books as Srīla Prabhupāda wrote them.

In the picture, Prahlad Nrsimha poised for the torrential criticism coming upon him for being complicit in serving fake Srila Prabhupada books, just for personal comfort.

PADA: Pratyatosa was one of the original engineers of original book sites and other sites have essentially copied his. He made the Causlessmercy site some time ago, and others have subsequently emerged. I think he deserves a lot of credit for helping get this process moving along. 

He also was the person who originally contacted Windle Turley to get some justice for the abused gurukulis, and while some complained the victims only got smaller settlements, some victims told me the little settlement they got saved their lives because no one else was ever going to give them a penny. Anway, the original books idea is taking off, very good! 

ys pd

angel108b@yahoo.com 

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ISKCON'S FUTURE AND LEGACY IS: HINDUS!

PADA: ISKCON is North America is gradually placing mainly Hindus on the official -- legally registered -- ISKCON charity managerial board. And according to my various sources, some of these Hindu managers -- who are now legal representatives of ISKCON -- eat meat and worship Sai Baba, Vivekananda and so on and so forth. And that is the trend and tendency perhaps world wide at this stage. I do not honestly think the GBC wants successors who are following the original aim and object of ISKCON. 

They seem to want people who will give donations that they can siphon off for their personal welfare. At one temple here, the 7 Hindu co-legal managers voted to stop the one Caucasian GBC guy from having access to the finances, accounts and bookeeping, because they realized too much money was going missing. Now he is not able to over-ride the other 7, so they have effectively taken control of the temple. 

I think that is the future they are steering towards generally. And once the one Western GBC guy is gone, he will be replaced by another Hindu, as the most likely outcome. Meanwhile the younger Western devotees boycott ISKCON because they have no place in the current Hindu-ized process. Nor is there any atempt to outreach to them, nor is any likely. ys pd

PADA: Yes prabhu it is true. Most of the people visiting ISKCON for Sunday feasts are the Hindu congregation members in N. America. Many or most of them eat meat, and they go to Hindu meat serving restaurants. 

The one vegetarian Hindu restaurant in the city just started serving meat "by popular demand." A lot of them also have photos of Sai Baba, Rama Krishna, Vivekananda etc. in their homes. I know a lot of these Hindus myself. 

The Jayapataka Bengalis poojaris would leave the temple when they got their green cards to work at the Muslim restaurant down the street. Of course, Trump has messed up their Visas so now the temple has a cook and poojari shortage. I am not sure why Ekadasi restrictions matters since ISKCON congregations many times eat meat, whether they eat certains things on Ekadasi does not seem to have any relevance. 

There was four Bengali poojaris who would all go to the doughnut shop after mangala arotike to chat with the young waitresses. Not sure what their standards are, since they love doughnuts and coffee, and talking to young ladies. ys pd

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PADA: Someone told me they would unplug his life support tonight. Agnideva was friendly to me, and friends with all the camps. And I think he just wanted to do kirtan and avoid the guru issues etc. 

Aindra was criticized for doing the same type thing, he was being challenged for chanting in the GBC temples -- and that allegedly helps the GBC. Anyway it is what it is, and he is on his way to his next destination. I wish him well and God speed. ys pd 


LATEST UPDATE RE

HH AGNIDEVA PRABHU BY Anuradha Dasi

Agnidev Prabhu is currently at a stroke center in Salt Lake City. The procedure that was attempted to dissolve the clot was unfortunately not successful. At this time, he remains unresponsive and is on a ventilator. The prognosis is uncertain, and we are told it could be a matter of hours or days. Krishna Presthaya and all of Agnidev Prabhu’s children are by his side. Devotees from around the world are holding him in their hearts and offering prayers.

Radhanath Swami has been chanting for him live over FaceTime. We will share as much information as we can as it becomes available. We humbly ask everyone to please continue your prayers and good wishes for Agnidev Prabhu and his family during this time. If you need any further information, you are welcome to message privately.

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GIRIRAJA WAS SENILE AND THEN NOT?

The more the truth is exposed, the more difficult it is for the kids to pretend his "holiness". And to the blind followers who used to wear sunglasses to avoid seeing the truth, now have to practically hide their heads in shame (if they had any shame). At this point no matter what happens it looks terrible for Giriraja and for ISKCON.

For example, what was it about Giriraj Swami's "sickness"?

Was he healed miraculously or already doing the same thing but without exposing himself to the world? Where is the "diagnosis" that the "disciples" talked about so much?

We understand it. After decades of presenting your teacher as pure, it must be hard to finally realize that you have worshiped a conditioned soul and misplaced person, who pretends to be what he is not. And when he is unveiled, all that is left is a greedy, lusty, dirty old man -- filled with animal lust and unfulfilled material desires. He said he always wanted to get married, why didn't he just be honest and get married already? He wanted to cheat people, and they send him back to India "as good as new" to continue the cheating. 


Monday, April 27, 2026

More ISKCON Child Molesting / Witness and Victim Intimidation / Threats Etc. 04 27 26

 


PADA: There you have it, we have "no objection" to our homosexual and pedophile acharya's club members. 

PADA: Oh oh pilgrims, more ISKCON child molesting is STILL going on. More cover up also STILL going on. More intimidation, threats and harassing to the people reporting the issue also STILL going on. Worse, the child victims are being subjected to torturous re-examination of their complaints by GBC agents, re-victimizing the victims. As happened before and is STILL going on. Can someone with legal expertise help these people?

It is interesting that these GBC complainer folks sent their message to PADA, knowing the GBC is not going to help. Or worse the GBC is going to obstruct. So it looks like PADA was right all along, the child abuse issue has NOT been settled. Worse, the same whistle blower / witness / advocate / victim harassing is STILL going on. So the GBC folks have been doing this all along and STILL are. Told ya! 

As far as Nepal, we heard a complaint that Mahavishnu swami (UK) has been sending boys from Nepal to Mayapur where they were abused. All this seems to keep happening over and over -- because nothing serious is ever done to get to the root problems, i.e. predators and their enablers are allowed to participate in the ISKCON society, and when discovered, the society systematically represses the issue. And represses the victims and their advocates. Of course, they murdered Sulochan and wanted to murder me for being whistle blowers.

At the same time, the Sanat / Mukunda / Prahlad / Krishna Kirtan / Pancali / Mathura Pati -- Matias sabji -- Prabhupadanugas EU / Bhakta Peter / Krishna Kant Desai IRM / Kamsahanta / HKC Jaipur pedophile messiah's lover's club folks all ganged up at one time to make a forum "to have PADA removed from the internet." 

Well yeah, then whistle blowers and victims cannot send PADA their complaints to help their case. That way the pedo lover's club can continue their child abuse program unobstructed. Yep, Sulochana called these people "boot lickers for the butt busters." Evidently, they are GBC defenders, and de facto defenders of the GBC process. So there are a lot of direct and indirect supporters for the pedophile lover's process. And that is why it continues. 

Yeah let us get rid of the people who are trying to stop our anal reconstructive surgery epidemic messiah's club! Of course, Sulochana ALSO said "these people worship sex with stools." Well yup. Then they say we are "using bad language," while not being able to defeat that this is all factual.    

Nearly all of the above are infuriated that PADA refuses to promote their Radhanath cheer leaders program, because PADA thinks that program is behind most or all of this child abuse. Anyway, we hope that others will help and support these whistle blower people are start containing all this abuse, it has to be stopped. That is all there is to it, this must be stopped, full stop period. 

In any case yes, take this to the police and courts, ISKCON is not going to contain this problem without outside pressure, as we have seen over and over. Someone complained I was "too harsh" with Saudamani Dasi. But she is in the Auschwitz for kids headquaters of Mayapur. And notice, most of the people named as protecting the pedophiles are Jayapataka people (JPS). She is with that camp, and shares in the karma of that program. If we are eating off the plates of the Kauravas, we will be infected, that is what Bhisma said. Anyway, hate to say I told you so, but I did!  

ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com 

Hare Krishna Prabhuji and Mataji. PAMHO. AGTSP.

We write to you not only as members of the ISKCON community, but as deeply distressed parents of children affected by the recent visit of the CPO panel to Nepal, reportedly led by Hari Prerit Das (Prerit Shukla) along with three external lawyers.

This email serves as a formal complaint, demand for accountability, and notice of legal escalation regarding the conduct of this panel during their visit.

As per the official CPO framework outlined in the document:


It is clearly stated that investigative procedures must follow strict ethical, structural, and jurisdictional boundaries. We raise the following immediate concerns:

●     The panel composition itself is questionable. The guidelines indicate a structured and limited investigative body. How and under whose authority were four individuals (including three external lawyers) appointed?

●     Why was the entire investigation procedure proceeded as a conspiracy, without any proper investigative procedure followed?

●     We demand full disclosure of authorization, mandate, and scope granted to this panel.

What occurred during this visit was not an inquiry - it was an abuse of authority.

Under the pretext of investigating complaints related to the Gurukula, the panel:

●     Subjected our children to aggressive, coercive, and psychologically distressing questioning

●     Forced minors to video interviews alone in the room, without presence of parents/ guardian

●     Asked irrelevant, belittling, and leading questions, not about child protection - but about internal managerial issues

●     Pressured minors beyond acceptable limits, causing visible distress (fully documented)

●     Harassed parents with unrelated and intrusive questions about temple finances and individuals not connected to the case

●     Operated far outside their jurisdiction

We state this with full responsibility: Our children were not protected - they were exploited. All interactions are documented via video recordings and CCTV footage, and we (the family) possess undeniable evidence of these actions.

When confronted, members of the panel:

●     Admitted to their inappropriate behavior

●     One individual reportedly suffered a panic episode under questioning, further raising concerns about their competence and conduct

Based on the nature and direction of questioning, we have strong reason to believe this was not a neutral investigation but a targeted attempt to defame and destabilize leadership within ISKCON Nepal, particularly Patri Prabhu, Mahavishnu Swami and other leaders of ISKCON Nepal.

We demand a thorough investigation into the possible involvement of:

●     HH Bhakti Purusottam Swami

●     HH Bhakti Vijay Bhagavat Swami

●     HH Bhakti Prachar Parivrajak Swami

●     Certain Nepal-based individuals with known histories of factionalism and power struggles, such as Revati Kanta Balaram Das (JPS) Ambuja Krishna Das (JPS), Kripalu Gaursundar Das (JPS)

●     We also raise concern regarding the involvement of individuals (Mr. Buddhi Sharan Shintakala, previously known as Bhatta Raghunath Das, disciple of HH Radhanath Swami, left ISKCON and initiated into GVA as Bhugarva Goswami Das) who have previously distanced entire community from ISKCON and attempted to influence or divide the devotee community.

●     Political minded devotees who are trying to create guru-faction in Nepal including Visvajit Vrajesa Das (JPS), Acharya Ratna Das (JPS), Siddhirupa Devi Dasi (JPS), Brihad Nitai Das (JPS), Rochan Jagannath Das (JPS), Laxmipati Das (JPS), Dipasna Rana (inspiring for JPS) who appeared violently during the conversation of parents with CPO panel to threaten all the parents

The consequences of this incident are severe:

●     Children have been emotionally harmed

●     Families feel violated and betrayed

●     Community trust has been deeply shaken

●     A stable spiritual environment has been deliberately disturbed

It takes years to build faith and unity. This reckless act has endangered both.

We hereby demand the following actions:

A formal written apology from the CPO (India) to the ISKCON Nepal community within 15 days.

A full independent investigation into:
○     The authorization and conduct of the panel

○     Possible external influence or bias

Immediate clarification of CPO operational accountability and oversight mechanisms. 

Assurance that such individuals will never be permitted to conduct activities in Nepal again.

We inform you that:

●     A legal case has already been filed in Nepal

●     Failure to respond adequately will result in:

○     Legal escalation within Nepal

○     Filing of legal proceedings in India

○     Submission of all video and CCTV evidence to national media and public platforms.

If any involved individuals attempt to re-enter Nepal, we will pursue immediate legal action, including arrest under applicable laws.

We urge ISKCON leadership at all levels to take this matter with the seriousness it demands.

This is no longer an internal issue.

This is about child safety, abuse of authority, and institutional accountability.

We expect a prompt, transparent, and responsible response.

Hare Krishna,

On behalf of the concerned families of ISKCON Nepal Gurukula,

Krishna Tulsi Das (Brother of Gurukuli Student)


KISHOR SHRESTHA

To:  me, and 338 others
 
Mon, Apr 27 at 8:13 AM

Message Body

Hare Krishna. PAMHO. AGTSP.

It has come into our notice that attempts are made to divert the reality. Please don't try to distort this serious child abuse in the name of CPO investigation by making false allegations that we, the parents, took knives to meet the CPO investigation team. The whole conversation is video recorded till the police arrived on the scene. With undeniable evidence present with us, we simply demand that we want justice for our children. Please don't dare to play game with us. And kindly address this issue within15 days.

Your servant,
Krishna Tulsi Das

Kanai Sundar Das
To:  me, and 205 others
 
Sun, Apr 26 at 11:05 AM

Message Body

My most revered Sri Srimad Jayapataka Swami Maharaja,
Dear GBC Members, Maharajas, and Respected Temple and Center Authorities,

Please accept my respectful obeisances.

All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I write this letter with a heavy heart and a sense of urgency regarding a deeply troubling situation involving a child protection matter and its subsequent handling.

My name is Kanai Sundar das. I have been visiting ISKCON since 2002 and have been seriously practicing Krishna consciousness since 2007. I am an initiated disciple of HH Radhanath Swami (first initiation in 2019, second initiation in 2024). I have been engaged in pioneering preaching efforts in ISKCON Palpa and have served there in a leadership capacity.

Approximately 7–8 months ago, an adolescent girl in our congregation disclosed to my wife that she had been subjected to sexual harassment while at the Gurukula. In response, we responsibly involved the Child Protection Office (CPOC), and an external investigation process was initiated.

It is important to clarify that all interviews conducted during this process were facilitated transparently and with the knowledge and presence of ISKCON Budhanilkantha Temple authorities and Gurukula staff. There was also a female assistant present to support the process. At no point were individuals forcefully taken or interviewed without oversight, contrary to the allegations now being circulated.

During the course of this investigation, a highly alarming and deeply distressing incident occurred which I feel duty-bound to present with full seriousness.

While the CPO representatives were staying in accommodation arranged by ISKCON Budhanilkantha Temple authorities, they were suddenly confronted and surrounded by a large group—approximately 30–35 individuals—who entered and effectively confined them within the room. What followed was not a mere disagreement, but a situation of intimidation and coercion that created a genuine atmosphere of fear and danger.

They were pressured, recorded against their will, and attempts were made to force statements and signatures on blank documents. Their investigative materials, including sensitive recordings, were taken from them. In the course of these events, we later came to understand that at least one individual required medical attention and had to be rushed to the hospital.

It was observed that among those present in the room were the principal accused, Sundar Gopal das and Divya Radhika Mataji. Also present were temple authorities, including Mahaprabhu Kripa das (Temple President), Kantish Sharma, Bhanubhakta Joshi, Rama Jivan Kanaiya das, and Krishna Tulasi, along with a large group of individuals.

The atmosphere in the room was highly charged and aggressive. Krishna Tulasi was seen shouting and using harsh, abusive language, while others actively surrounded and pressured the investigators. The group collectively attempted to influence the process—pressuring the investigators to make statements and prepare reports favorable to them.

Most concerningly, one of the external investigators later conveyed that some individuals present appeared to be carrying knives, which were concealed when there was an indication that police intervention was imminent.

During this incident, one of the investigators managed to discreetly send me a message from within the room. Upon receiving this, we immediately contacted the police and personally intervened at the location. By Krishna’s mercy, we were able to assist in securing their release and ensured their safe exit from Nepal, escorting them overnight to India.

I submit this with a heavy heart: this was not merely obstruction—it was an incident that placed the safety and well-being of those involved in serious jeopardy, and it has left a lasting impact on all who were connected to it.

I was given clear assurances by CPOC and CPO Bharat that:

* I would be protected as a whistleblower
* My identity would remain confidential
* I would not face personal or legal risk

However, the current situation reflects the opposite. Material in which I appeared has been handled in such a way that my identity has effectively been exposed. As a result, I am now facing social hostility, being labeled as disloyal, and subjected to public disrespect.

Additionally, I am now being summoned by the police under allegations that are deeply distressing and appear to contradict the coordinated efforts that were previously agreed upon between CPO, CPOC, GBC representatives, and ISKCON Budhanilkantha Temple authorities.

I respectfully submit that instead of protection being extended, I am experiencing vulnerability and isolation.

In light of these developments, I humbly request the following:

1. Clarification and confirmation of my status and protection as a whistleblower in this case.

2. Immediate steps to ensure my personal safety and legal protection.

3. A transparent and impartial review of the events surrounding the obstruction of the investigation.

4. Accountability for those who engaged in intimidation, coercion, and interference with the investigative process.

5. Clear guidance on whether I may safely visit the temple and continue my devotional practices without fear or hostility.

I also respectfully seek to understand whether the Child Protection Office and GBC intend to actively uphold their responsibility in this matter. The current silence and lack of visible action are deeply concerning and difficult to reconcile with the principles we are meant to stand for.

This situation is not only about an individual case—it directly impacts the trust in our institutional commitment to protecting vulnerable individuals and upholding justice within our society.

I remain your servant, and I place this matter at your feet with the hope that truth, protection, and accountability will prevail.

Yours in service,
Kanai Sundar das

Sunday, April 26, 2026

No More Wars! / Saudamani and Pranada: Blood on Their Hands 04 26 26



PADA: There you have it folks. They all said -- there would be no more wars -- except when they said -- they will be making more of them. Yes only incompetent fools make wars! Righty ho! 

Various experts are now saying that without the fertilizer coming out, there could eventually be worldwide food production shortages -- and mass starvation etc. I dunno, but it seems there could be all sorts of issues if this continues. Maybe there are some people in the Government who realize -- a fertilizer shortage could make a billion people, or many more, face starvation. And the USA would be blamed for making this happen. 

That means our USA may think we are forced to use desperation techniques to open up the strait at any cost. A ground invasion? But a sea based invasion of a land mass is always very hard to do, and creates a big manpower loss for the invaders, and that is history. 

And what happens if Iran retaliates and takes out all the other Gulf states oil and desalinization operations -- if Iran is bombed again? It looks like there are no good options here. Which is why -- we are hesitating and not using any -- so far. But we are building up more resources and there might be a plan to -- escalate. Escalation has many hazards of its own. Meanwhile various congress people are vowing to defund this war. 

In any case it really is a mess. Yet we all knew all that in the 1980s, Iran controls the strait. This was well known by everyone all along. But there are always some folks who think the rules won't apply to them, ISKCON pt. 2 hee hee.  

My friend Markendeya Rsi (Hawaii) told me -- Tulsi Gabbard is going to make absolute certain fer sure -- the USA has no more wars. I told him that is not possible, she cannot overturn them. He got so upset he blocked me, but as it turns out, she was not able to contain them, just as we predicted. 

Some political commenter said, the USA's plan to make worldwide economic Armageddon -- and maybe create mass petrol and food shortages -- may lead to an actual Armageddon. And it looks like, that would make the USA Evangelicals very happy. Jesus will come back when that happens! Of course! 

Meanwhile the USA is inviting NATO to take over military operations and start bombing Iran to get their own oil. OK they already know that will not end well. You are welcome to clean up our mess!

Sorry, these leaders are not rational and that should be clear by now. It truly is amazing how badly they deviated from their original promises. 

Which is why Chanakhya Pandit says -- do not trust a politician or a prostitute. Hee hee! Unfortunately, a lot of vulnerable people are going to suffer a lot from all this, and many of them already are. This is the result of Kali Yuga's leaders taking over the world by hook, crook, force, lies, cheating and no small amount of carpet bombing the bejeepers out of all sorts of civilian people. Anyway, buckle up, the ride may get bumpy.  

ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com

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SAUDAMANI DEPARTS



I’ve just heard that Saudamani devi dasi has left her body, just a few hours ago, in the holy place of Mayapura. Others who knew her better can tell much more about this lovely, intelligent Vaisnavi. One particular memory comes to me, from a conversation I had with her some years ago.

She said, ‘you know when you go to visit some temple, you may hear wonderful classes, but the people you remember most fondly are the ones who took care of your needs, fed you, and so on?’ She went on to say that she felt Krishna would give special mercy to His pujaris, who daily dress Their Lordships, offer Them all kinds of services, put Them to rest at night.

For decades, Saudamani and her husband lived in the Philadelphia temple, and she served as the head pujari. I’m sure Lord Krishna has some personal service lined up for her in the eternal realm. My condolences to her family members and those closest to her and Ravindra Svarup Prabhu.

PADA: Unfortunately, Mayapur has an odious and well known reputation for severe child abuse, and harboring and enabling abusers. And it is a place where the main leaders of "the enforced cult ritualistic worship of homosexuals and pedophiles as messiah's project" reside. 

Ravindra swarupa is a leader of the 1986 "50 man committee guru reform" -- where they reinstated Bhavananda, aka oral sex with taxi drivers - pada, as their Vishnupada acharya. And they excommunicated Sulochana for "making offenses" to their other homosexual -- and / or oral sex with boys guru -- Kirtanananda. 

He was having oral sex with boys in his motorhome and evidently, was trying to have sex with a cat. So Ravindra Swarupa dedicated his entire adult life to making children worship his homosexual and pedophile -- oral sex pada -- sex with cats pada -- Vodka drinking -- sex with half dozen ladies pada -- pals as "God's successors." And that is why Sulochana called them "a guru suck-session," and that is why Saudamani and Ravindra's program killed him. 

As for Saudamani, a number of people asked me about her and her whereabouts. I did not know anything about her situation. But she is like many / most of my God brothers and sisters, they leave their bodies without ever saying that the GBC's illicit sex with men, women and children messiah's program is bogus. And my karmi friend told me, they cannot speak out -- because they are compromised. Well yup.  


by Pranada devi dasi (Comtois)

Saudamani devi dasi my dear godsister just passed away in Mayapur.

In 1985 Nagaraja and I moved to Philadelphia for his BTG service. I was searching for a godsister who would stand with me to open back up services women had been allowed to do but had stopped.

PADA: Yep, in 1985 Pranada's Back to Godhead magazine was advertising Kirtanananda as "Krishna's pure devotee" and saying things about Kirtanananda like "Meet a pure devotee of Krishna." Meanwhile me and Sulochana were saying that Kirtanananda's program has a lot of child abuse, including that Kirtanananda is giving blow jobs to boys.  

And the Pranada / Satsvarupa / Nagaraja program was full time fighting us, saying me and Sulochana are "poison pens" "offenders to pure devotees" and so on, so they could suppress us, defend their blow jobs on boys messiahs, and make us targets for assassination. And that is what happened, those of us who did not want children to worship Pranada's illicit sex gurus were targets for termination, due to their virulent propaganda against us. Sulochana said, "they painted a bull's eye on my back." Yeah, and according to Berkeley police, my back too.

And so Sulochana was murdered, and I was almost murdered. I was only saved by the FEDS and the Berkeley police. And the child abuse continued on. And thanks to Pranada's "Back to Godhead" propaganda, even the general public and mass media was informed that Kirtanananda is one of ISKCON's Jesus like successors to God, an assistant of the gopis no less, when he was in fact a homosexual pedophile giving blow jobs to boys. OK they lied that he is a guru. 

Pranada's program wanted to confuse the devotees and the mass of public about who is God's successor and who is not. And they did. There are still many mass media reports that "Kirtanananda is a guru" that have been made in thousands and thousands of karmi mass medias, and still are being made now, thanks to people like Pranada making all these lies. And placing our lives in peril for pointing to their lies.  

Some of the ex-children victims of Pranada's program told me they were in Auschwitz for kids. That would make Pranada one of the female SS commander officers under Der Fuhrer there, and would make her operating as the chief: Oberaufseherin — senior overseer -- often the highest-ranking woman; rapportführerin — report leader, responsible for roll calls and discipline; lagerführerin — camp leader etc. She has been one of the SS gestapo's chief female operatives in their Auschwitz for kids project. And evidently Saudamani was one of the lesser SS gestapo officers, a cheer leader of Joe Goebbels Ravindra swarupa. 

And part of the discipline of her program is, us dissenters to her homosexual and pedophile messiah's program can be banned, beaten, sued and killed. And we were banned, beaten, sued and killed thanks to her program. And thousands of children were molested because they suppressed our complaints with fatal suppression. Anyone objecting to their pedophile messiah's out there? Kill em! 

And Satsvarupa was also Pranada's part time lover, and he was the main Joe Goebbel's writer saying Kirtanananda is a pure devotee and we are poison. This is why people ask me, was Pranada giving Satsvarupa blow jobs -- like her other gurus were getting blow jobs -- for example Giriraj swami? 

What kind of intimate relations was she having with SDG? And Sulochana said Satsvarupa is "the Joe Goebbels of ISKCON," writing about the glories of Pranada's homosexual and pedophile pooja Der Fuhrer process. And she is what, giving him blow jobs, while he is writing that we dissenters are poison pens, to get us exterminated -- because we object to Pranada's Auschwitz for kids project. And SDG is a co-Fuhrer.

So Pranada has been a big part of the cheer leading of making their Auschwitz for kids program. And recently she was advertising that her Auschwitz Fuhrer Jayapataka was giving her glorification for her writings. And JPS is "der Fuhrer und Reichskanzler" the Leader and Chancellor of the Reich -- of their Auschwitz for kids program. And Saudamani was one of the hand maiden assistants for that camp. 

Pranada is gloating that she is being glorified by "der Fuhrer of Auschwitz"? "I got a commendation medal of honor from the leader of the death camps for children." And she is proud of that? And Alachua has a number of people worshiping Jayapataka now, because they are in love with Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz for kids. And Saudamani is living in the Auschwitz for kids project's headquarters, assisting the Fuhrer of that project. 

Did I forget to mention, Ravindra swarupa had Sulochana excommunicated in 1986, because we were addressing all the child molesting? And Ravindra's program re-instated Bhavananda, so the children of ISKCON could worship Pranada's program's oral sex with taxi drivers messiah, as their Vishnupada acharya. Children need to worship oral sex with taxi drivers as Vishnupada, and that is Nagaraja's idea of Back to Godhead.

Sorry. All of the people who supported: Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz for kids; Satsvarupa's glorification of oral sex in the motorhome as a pure devotee; making us dissenters into poison pens for assassination, are the people responsible for all of the banning, beating, molesting, suing and killing. Saudamani was living in Mayapur under Jayaparaka, with Ravindra Swarupa, chief architect of making me and Sulochana targets for assassination for objecting to their Auschwitz for kids project. These people have a lot of blood on their hands: Sulochana's and the thousands of kids who suffered horribly in their death camp for kids project.  

Pranada is making videos about having love and compassion, and she has a lot of love. She loves Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz for kids, and his top SS reich officer supporters like Ravindra and Saudamani. Yep, she loves the people who live in that camp, like Ravindra swarupa and Saudamani. So they wanted to start a nice program of their "anal reconstructive surgery / sex with children epidemic" also called "a sodomy sampradaya" a "guru suck-session" and a "sex with stools parampara" etc. by Sulochana. No wonder they wanted us dead.

And they go and live in that camp, because they are that camp. And now someone writes to tell me Saudamani did 50 years of service, which is true. She serves Der Furher of Auschwitz for kids, lives in his empire as one of his maid servants, and helps Ravindra have us dissenters sent to the morgue. They have the blood of Sulochana and the blood of many children on their hands. 

Several godsisters declined expressing fear and saying that I didn’t know what I was up against. I approached Saudamani and she indicated that maybe she would be willing to help. She said, “What do you want changed?” I rattled off the list: women should be able to chant in the temple room, stand side-by-side with the men instead of in the back of the temple room, offer arati on the altar and for Srila Prabhupada, they should be able to give class and lead kirtan, giving initiation. . .

PADA: Yeah, we need to give women a guru certificate in their oral sex with taxi drivers and mass child molesting guru sampradaya. Which kills us.

She said, “What one thing, if changed, could have the biggest impact?” Obviously, she had something in mind. “I don’t know, what?” I asked. “Giving Bhagavatam class. If women start giving classes again it will be difficult to deny their intelligence and devotional standing.”

She suggested that I write her a letter expressing what I was seeing and she’d write a reply. It would appear innocent, innocuous, she said. Then she’d give the letters to Ravindra Svarupa Prabhu and if he approved of them, he could take them to the next GBC meeting. It was 1988 and Ravindra took our letters to the GBC with a request that they vote on allowing women to give Bhagavatam classes. Word came back to us that there was no need for such a vote as there was nothing on the books stating that women couldn’t give class.

So, Saudamani dasi said, We need to start giving classes. And so it was, Saudamani and I began giving Bhagavatam classes in Philadelphia after a 10 year hiatus in North America.

We can all say thank you to Saudamani for being fearless and intelligent (she was a master debater in college).

I love you Saudamani! God speed. Thank you for your lifetime of service to Srila Prabhupada.

[Photos: Saudamani Prabhu with her husband, Ravindra Svarupa Prabhu; and with Srila Prabhupada - sitting right below the lady standing.]

PADA: Yep, they love the people who serve Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz for kids, and go and live in his campus. And that boys and girls, explains how all the banning, beating, molesting, lawsuits and murders took place. And now Jayapataka wants to spend another $20M suing us, because they cannot tolerate anyone worshiping a pure devotee and not Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz for kids. And Saudamani was one of their SS officer assistants. They cannot tolerate anyone worshiping a pure devotee and not the leaders of their anal reconstructive surgery epidemic messiah's club.

And Saudamani devi dasi shares the karma of making all this happen. Of course, we still wish he well for her future life. Why would I not? But we cannot change the karma of the Oberaufseherin — senior SS female overseers -- of Auschwitz for kids. They will be held accountable on the superior court level. 

One of the things many ex-children tell me is how frustrated they are that none of these people even admits they made all this happen, and there is no accountability. But there is, no one can escape the laws of God. 

And the leaders of their Auschwitz for kids project will have their day in Krishna's superior court. And Sulochana said he would not trade his past billion years of karma for 30 seconds of their future karma, they will not be given any mercy because their program gave us and the children none. 

Rather their program gave us mass molesting and -- murders. Anyway, we are glad the leaders of Auschwitz for kids are departing. The planet will be better off without these leaders and cheer leaders of Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz project. It is a gradual purification process, which Krishna is arranging step by step. 

But yeah, whenever one of the leaders of Auschwitz for kids departs, the other Gestapo leaders hold a big ceremony to cry over the other SS officer departing. Meanwhile the Yamaduttas are happy and glad they finally get this SS officer in their domain. 

ys pd 

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Yeah LD, the Yamaduttas are just playing with Der Fuhrer of Auschwitz, just like Lord Narasimgha is like a cat playing with a mouse before He attacks. Yup! 



OH OH PILGRIMS. Empires in decay are more dangerous than empires in general. True dat! ys pd