Baladeva called the doctor, and based on the low blood pressure and the mild-high temperature and elevated heart rate, they recommended going immediately to the emergency room. At first I was personally resistant, but then after directly talking on the phone with the doctor I was willing to go to the ER.
Baladeva and Maitreya were physically unable to get me to the car. So they called 911 and requested no sirens or flashing lights on the ambulance which they honored. We were taken to the emergency room into the trauma section, and I was quickly diagnosed with pneumonia and shifted to a waiting room (three walls and a curtain in the midst of the emergency room passion since all the beds were full).
I wasn’t in a real bed, but in an uncomfortable gurney, and that’s where I stayed for 40 hours. Finally, one angelic doctor came and took pity on us and made arrangements for us to get a private room on the best floor which was just Krsna’s mercy because I was completed exhausted and sick. We spent the next three days there recovering under the intense hospital regimentation with nurses coming and going day and night checking vitals and changing antibiotics and fluid bags which were needed to get me rehydrated and to battle the infection.
Finally, after several days of touch and go, the doctor announced that if I passed a few tests, I would be discharged at the end of the day. We were finally released back to the shelter and freedom of having darsan of Radha Govinda. It will take me some days to recover back to my usual standard.
"On his way out"
PADA: Well good luck guys. I do not wish these folks either good or bad, because I think their karma is pretty much baked in, and there is not much use of my blessings or curses input. I do believe that Srila Prabhupada is correct, neophytes who take sins (as gurus) will have to suffer severely for that. OK they already are suffering if we look at the state of most of the gurus in their parampara.
They did not clean themselves of their own sins, then they took sins from others, and all that will follow them into the next life. Which is why -- Srila Prabhupada says false acharyas go to the darkest, deepest, and most obnoxious hells in the universe, because they are over - loaded with sins, their own, and the people they took sins from. Srila Prabhupada says, do not even allow people to touch your feet, you will be taking karma -- and you will have to suffer. And they are.
And! No one is allowed to claim to be a messiah artificially, it is very sinful. Of course being "voted in" to an illicit sex with men, women and children guru parampara, in sum -- the ISKCON GBC's "anal reconstructive surgery epidemic messiah's club" -- a program that violently bans, beats, molests, sues and kills Vaishnavas -- won't help one's karma much either.
Because that means -- you enabled and empowered that process. In fact, having a program of Vaishnavas being banned, beaten, molested, sued and killed means -- one has to go into the crushing rollers on Yama's planet and be squeezed like sugarcane. Why would I want to curse these folks further, when they are already cursed worse than anything I could imagine in my pea sized brain?
Many of them are already suffering, or they have departed prematurely. I just wish you guys would set the record straight, neophytes cannot absorb karma. And! Deviants are not, were not, could not have been God's successors etc.
Oh well, many people have figured that out already, and more are every day. That is why we do not see people lining up to be "voted in" as gurus in your system. They see the immense problems and damage your system has already done to your previous messiahs, and to the people who suffered under your system (such as the mass child abuse resulting from said system).
So! All I can say is, good luck, you will need it. My blessings or curses won't fix your situation, you need to make yourselves right with God at this stage, and beg forgiveness from all the Vaishnavas you had banned, beaten, molested, sued and killed.
Even Krishna won't forgive you unless you rectify yourselves with your victims, which means, there is nothing I can do to help or hinder, it is in the hands of the higher authority now. Sulochana said he would not trade his past two billion years of bad karma for one minute of their future karma, and he is not joking. ys pd
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Hare Krsna dear devotees.
ReplyDeletePamho AgtSP.
It is with a heavy heart that everyone is requested to sing extra rounds for His Holiness Kadamba Kanana Swami who is preparing to leave this material world. Maharaj is now on a water-only diet.
We must all grasp the lessons given by Maharaj, the most important of which is "how to write final exam".
What enthusiasm in kirtan and dedication in chanting the Holy Name. Among all that physical suffering of the last two years, always smiling.
[PADA: Correct. He was suffering for two years so that Krishna could teach him it is a mistake to take karma and be associated with a pedophile guru's club, but he would not change. He went on supporting all these deviations. Even at this stage he is not denouncing his pedo-guru project. ys pd]
KD: You must be a real miserable man to write something like this. Anyone who is riddled with cancer should be looked upon with a sense of compassion, and gratitude for bringing others to Prabhupada's glorious movement. Do you for a moment even suspect that any of your comments are pleasing to Prabhupada?
ReplyDeletePADA: Anyone who thinks they are another Jesus and they can absorb sins is in illusion. We do have compassion for people who are in illusion. First of all -- Srila Prabhupada says we cannot take karma or we will have to suffer. Next -- we told them not to take karma because that is the order of the acharya. Next, Krishna does not authorize the neophytes to take karma and He says that people who artificially take the post of acharya are cast down into lower planets. The laws of karma are not in my control. It is not my call to either please or not please anyone. The laws of karma are what they are for trillions of years and it is not my potency to alter that.
The Upanisads say that anyone who poses as a saint without proper qualifications is cast into the lower animal species. Are you saying the Upanisads lack compassion? Srila Prabhupada also says that when we offer bhogha to a conditioned soul -- it is never accepted, that means Kadamba's program is telling people to offer bhogha to the GBC people -- who are conditioned souls. The means people are eating bhogha. Eating bhogha also causes diseases. I am compassionate, we should not be making people suffer by giving them sins, or giving them bhogha to eat. ys pd