Monday, March 9, 2026

Srila Prabhupada's Desire / Worst Decision / Hrdayananda's Video / Book Changes 03 09 26

 



Worst decision ever made!

Good news! China is getting a slew of new emergency orders
for "green tech" -- wind, solar and water power, 
stuff that operates -- without oil!
Making China Great Again!
This might help actually things over the long run. 
Oil is just nasty stuff for the environment, no question.

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SRD: About Hrdayananda Video

I wrote this letter to Hridayananda Maharaj following his recent interview with Damodara das/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hva4rsXgqF8

Hare Krsna Hridayananda Maharaj,

I recently watched your interview and wanted to share some of my reflections. The interview contains a number of thoughtful observations and does acknowledge that serious failures took place in ISKCON’s handling of child protection.

At the same time, the explanations you offered for 50 years of gurukula crisis relies heavily on contextual factors such as amateurism and the general chaos of the early movement. While these factors likely played a role, they do not fully address the deeper institutional and structural dynamics that allowed abuse to occur and persist.

I am not raising these observations to attack you personally, nor to diminish the sincere service you have rendered to Srila Prabhupada’s movement. My concern is simply that the protection of children requires us to examine these issues honestly. If we do not, we risk repeating the same mistakes. If we want to understand what happened in a meaningful way, we have to look beyond individual mistakes and examine the organizational culture and authority structures that shaped decision-making during that period.

A central theme in your explanation is that the early movement suffered from amateurism and a lack of professionalism. According to this view, young and inexperienced devotees suddenly found themselves responsible for running schools, caring for children, and managing institutions without the training or expertise that such responsibilities require. This certainly describes an important part of the historical context.

PADA: Yeah there are millions -- or billions -- of young and inexperienced people -- all over the place -- covering the entire planet. Yet! There is never a SINGLE day of their lives that these folks EVER wake up and decide, "Hey I got an idee! Lets get our children to worship our pals, i.e. our sexual predators, homosexuals, pedophiles, drunks, perverts, porno swamis, illicit sex with men, women and children lusty dogs and hogs etc. as these children's 'messiahs from Krishna loka.'" 

The ordinary young and inexperienced would never even dream of advocating such perversions and deviations, and placing children in peril. In short, worshiping homosexuals and pedophiles as messiahs is simply NOT DONE EVER by ordinary people, even the young and inexperienced. And to claim ordinary young people would advocate for such deviations is an INSULT to them.    

However, as the main explanation it remains incomplete. Lack of experience may explain early mistakes, but it does not explain the persistence of an abusive culture after years of complaints and warning signs. At that point the issue is no longer simply one of inexperience, but of institutional negligence and responsibility.

PADA: Right, even if a young and inexperienced person made the mistake of advocating worship of sexual predators unknowingly, he would immediately try to correct the situations once rampant child abuse surfaced. And he would demand the removal of ALL the administration personnel responsible -- in this case -- the entire GBC. He would not tolerate having the enforcers and enablers of that process remaining in posts of authority, never mind as messiahs. In sum, he would correct his wrongs once his wrongs were known.

They say that: “If you cannot understand a person’s actions, look at the outcomes and infer the intentions”.

As someone who has spent a great deal of time trying to understand the systemic child abuse problem in ISKCON, I find it difficult to accept your extremely generous oversimplifications when the consequences have been so severe.

In recent years you have vigorously campaigned to discredit and undermine the credibility of the ICPO and its director. Your efforts contributed to the disbandment of what was, in my opinion, the most qualified CPO team ISKCON has had to date. What followed was the reappointment of Champakalata as CPO Director, despite her poor track record, and the creation of the CPOC.

Something that stood out to me in the interview is that you seemed unable to recognize your own bias. When speaking about your own mistakes or those of the ISKCON leadership in general, you were very understanding, you used the “royal we” and offered generous mitigating explanations. At times it was not entirely clear whether that “we” included yourself, the GBC body, or ISKCON leadership more broadly, this lack of clarity further dissipated responsibility. Yet when discussing Kamlesh Krsna’s alleged mistakes, the same generosity and understanding were notably absent.

To substantiate your position you assured viewers that you had conducted an in-depth investigation into the handling of the Laxmimoni case, and you stated that Kamlesh Krsna was “both the investigator and the judge.” This statement is simply not true. Kamlesh was neither the investigator nor the judge. But what is even more problematic is the fact that in making this statement you effectively implied a bias to Kamlesh Krsna. This is actually defamatory!

You have consistently maintained that your involvement in the Laxmimoni case was motivated exclusively by concerns about due process. In other words, we are asked to believe that your intervention was driven by a desire to correct institutional injustice.

However, if that were the case, I would have expected that you would have been at least as invested to make sure that the new CPO system and staff be objectively more qualified than the team you fought so hard to remove, but we haven't seen any such concerns from your part.

Your concern for justice was extremely high when your friend Laxmimoni was accused of child abuse, yet with regards to the invitation to offer your support and concern to the case of Sapna, you have said that you are now too tired and too old (I am paraphrasing) to take any meaningful interest in her case.

Somehow you have neither the time nor the energy to investigate the gross miscarriages of justice that have emerged under the new CPO system that you helped set up.

This contrast raises uncomfortable questions. The injustices perpetrated against Sapna are, objectively speaking, far more severe than the procedural concerns you raised regarding the handling of the Laxmimoni case, yet you have declined to offer her any meaningful help. As far as I am aware, your intervention in defense of Laxmimoni remains the most significant public involvement you have undertaken in the discussion of child protection in ISKCON.

You attribute past failures largely to collective amateurism. But that explanation does not account for why the GBC removed Kamlesh Krsna, who holds a Master’s degree in Advanced Child Protection, and replaced him with a team whose members possess significantly less relevant experiences or qualifications.

PADA: Well yep, the people with good understanding of child care are often removed and the compromised people who neglect to enforce GBC and perps misconduct are kept. 

Over the past decade the GBC has received extensive reports describing extreme abuse taking place in the Vrindavana gurukula, yet they have repeatedly voted to keep the same individuals in charge without implementing meaningful changes. In July 2022 the GBC also voted to allow Lokanath, whom they publicly acknowledged they believe to be a child sex offender, to continue serving as a guru and sannyasi. In doing so, the GBC established the precedent that someone believed to have sexually abused a child can remain as one of the highest ecclesiastical authorities in Srila Prabhupada’s movement.

This demonstrates that the problem is not merely historical. It is ongoing, cultural and structural.

In the interview you stated that abusing children is asuric behavior, demonic and completely contrary to dharma. On this point I fully agree with you.

What remains unclear, however, is whether the same standard would apply to leaders who repeatedly fail to act decisively to protect children after receiving extensive evidence of abuse, or to those who publicly defend and honor known child abusers. It is difficult to argue that such gross negligence does not also constitute asuric behavior.

Another argument raised in the interview is that abuse was unfortunately common in many institutions during that era, including churches and boarding schools. While historically true, this comparison does not meaningfully reduce responsibility. Communities, such as ISKCON, that claim to operate according to higher spiritual principles should reasonably be expected to uphold higher standards of care and accountability.

You also emphasized the sincerity and good intentions of early leaders. Intentions do matter, but they are notoriously difficult to ascertain. More importantly, when the protection of children is involved, intentions cannot be the central issue.

It is not particularly useful to assess policies and institutions primarily by their intentions rather than by their outcomes. Results are a far more concrete basis for evaluation.

Leadership carries an ethical responsibility to protect vulnerable individuals. A well-meaning leader who fails to intervene in harmful situations still bears responsibility for negligence. When discussions focus primarily on intentions, attention inevitably shifts away from outcomes and accountability.

At some point, the outcome of prolonged incompetence becomes indistinguishable from malice. In the interview you also framed the crisis within the broader chaos of the early movement: rapid expansion, cultural experimentation, communal living, and a general lack of structure.

While these factors undoubtedly contributed to the situation, this explanation again risks diffusing responsibility by attributing failures to an atmosphere of disorder. Many of the decisions that allowed abuse to continue—keeping abusive staff in positions of authority or ignoring repeated complaints—were not inevitable consequences of chaos. They were the result of specific administrative choices.

There is something particularly pernicious about selective retelling of events. By omitting certain details it becomes possible to create a misleading picture. In gurukula we called that these the 'Ashvattama lie' which can be more destructive than an outright lie, because it is disguised with half truths.

In describing the Laxmimoni case, for example, you stated that Akuti, a key witness, was not personally interviewed by the CPO. Presented in isolation this sounds extremely troubling. What you did not mentioned is that Akuti submitted a written statement to the CPO, she was given the opportunity to share her testimony, which was included in the case file. When that additional piece of information is included, the portrayal of a rogue and vigilante CPO becomes far less convincing.

You also shared an example in which you took decisive action after being informed that a teacher was mistreating children, presenting yourself in a positive light.
What you did not mentioned is that during the period when you served as GBC for Latin America, devotee children were sexually abused in at least three countries.

To be clear, as far as I know, at the time you were not made aware of those incidents. Nevertheless, in any institution leaders bear responsibility not only for their personal actions but also for establishing systems capable of detecting and preventing abuse and for failing to do so!

You described the child abuse problem as a problem pertaining India or to some dark past of ISKCON in the west that has now been adequately tackled. You offered the example of the Dallas Gurukula as an exemplary school. You did not mention that there was a relatively recent incident of child abuse in the Dallas gurukula that exposed egregious negligence from the staff and temple management.

PADA: Yep, a friend of mine saw a sexual predator sitting in a big seat in Dallas, and as soon as he complained, he was banned from the temple and a legal restraining order was placed on him. The predator gets to stay however.

Something conspicuously absent from the interview was any substantial discussion of what proactive steps you have personally taken to prioritize child protection within ISKCON during the past fifty years. The anecdotal example you provided is not very substantial.

Considering the many years you served as a GBC and senior leader, it is reasonable to ask what concrete actions you have personally taken to make child protection a priority.

You would also have voted on a number of GBC resolutions during your time in leadership, including:

1977 – “There will be no marriages of girls until they are 16 years old.”
1980 – “That the previous resolution which required that young girls wait until 16 years old to be married be rescinded.”
1981 – “That ISKCON’s standard policy is to send all of its young boys (from outside of India) to the Bhaktivedanta Swami Gurukula in Vrndavana from at least the age of 9–10 until at least the age of 12.”

I wonder whether you feel any responsibility for the devastating consequences these resolutions had for so many devotee children...

The narrative you present appears to assume that the theological and institutional framework of ISKCON itself is fundamentally sound, and therefore explains the crisis mainly through human factors such as immaturity, chaos, or lack of professionalism. This assumption limits the scope of the analysis and discourages examination of structural features that may have contributed to the problem, such as strong hierarchical authority, intense reverence for leaders, and a widespread reluctance to question spiritual authorities.

The unfortunate reality is that ISKCON as an institution has repeatedly prioritized protecting its reputation, avoiding public scandal, and preserving confidence in leadership over transparency and the protection of victims.

In ISKCON the culture of blind obedience is often framed as surrender, and described as a virtuous spiritual quality, while questioning leadership can be treated as a serious offense. This dynamic dis-empowers individual devotees and encourages a structure in which abusive authorities may face very few effective checks.

Abusive environments often involve extreme power imbalances. In gurukulas children have been geographically isolated, dependent on authorities, taught absolute obedience, and separated from their parents. These conditions create an environment where abuse can remain hidden for long periods of time. These are structural realities, and many of them continue to exist today.

Ultimately your explanation leaves an unresolved tension. On the one hand ISKCON leaders are believed to be spiritually advanced and morally exemplary. On the other hand the systemic child abuse crisis is explained primarily through immaturity, incompetence, and administrative confusion.

Reconciling these two narratives requires deeper reflection on the relationship between spiritual authority, institutional structure, and accountability. Effective safeguarding would require independent oversight, professional safeguarding expertise, mandatory training for leaders, and serious attention to conflicts of interest.

As long as ISKCON’s leaders continue to be spiritually revered, institutionally powerful, not subject to independent oversight, and lacking adequate safeguarding training, the structure itself will continue to facilitate abuse and hinder effective child protection.

Aspiring to serve Sri Guru and the Vaishnavas,
SR das

PADA: Yup. 
When we were helping the victims of the child mistreatment with a lawsuit, Hrdayananda was giving me the stink eye in the Watseka sidewalk. He never once asked me anything about all the testimony he knew I was collecting. And his legal team assistant told me "we have to vigorously defend ISKCON from these greedy and grubby hands gurukulis who want to fleece and exploit ISKCON." 

OK many of those kids were already mistreated, a number had PTSD and other trauma issues, some were ending their lives due to all the trauma, and now the -- victims -- are being branded as greed and grubby exploiters. Sorry, this is making a bad situation worse, and Hrdayananda as only talking to the lawyer's team, and not us. The Jayapataka people later complained that my helping various lawsuits was costing ISKCON $100,000,000. OK this begs the question, why wasn't that $100,000,000 spent on facilitating children, instead of buying Luis Vuitton suits for lawyers? Who decided we should invest in lawyers and not children? And why does no one ever ask that to Hrdayananda and his pals? ys pd

GPD: Yes, why don't people ask iskcon gurus why they spend big money on their top notch lawyers and spend small amounts on children. I think the answer will be as always. "That's an offensive question to ask us! Who are you to be our authority, get out of here etc."

A Dasi: Seriously, was there ANY of the 11 gurus, or any gurus after, that treated you or the victims with respect? I'm hoping you could PLEASE tell me there was at least 1 who understood Prabhupada's actual mood... 

BW: Amazing and eloquent letter, I hope Maharaj takes it to heart. SR is the voice of our generation.

A Dasi: Agree, but let's not be part of historical reframing, please.

Even if it was "amateurish"... the lawyering up & partitioning of ISKCON properties to avoid paying the Turley lawsuit was professional Machiavellianism at its finest.
The opportunity to be unlike other established religions was fumbled extraordinarily. 

There is zero doubt in my soul, Srila Prabhupada would've sold every single temple, brick by brick if he had to, to help ease the pain caused to Krishna's children. Yes, the majority of the money would've gone to the Turley law firm, but healing would've started. The PR and healing would've helped other faiths to look at themselves in the mirror, too.

Instead, we have a corporate entity of Good Ol' Boys Club continuing to refuse accountability, dismantling CPO to another bed of lawyers, and continue to fumble the faith to their non-taxed benefit.

MM: Good points and analysis!

L Dasi: He will only accuse you of attacking him and will never give any proper and reasonable answers to anything. Waste of time, but it's a very good letter.

C Dasi: Thank you for this brilliant counter analysis.

MB: Karma, that is what it is! Everyone is under the spell of Maya's forces. Karmis, for example, are subject to Epstein-style gaslighting and blackmail. Devotees, however, are under the influence of the same forces. Followers of Krishna Consciousness live in a dream where they believe that purification is the main driving force of the movement, especially in our case, when it comes to addressing child abuse, when in reality, that dynamic is unproven, and the belief in it is reinforced by --hypocrisy (we are brahmanas).

What I am writing here, is the core of what I wrote a long time ago in an article for Priti-lakshanam, edited by Pranada. So, please don't take it personally.
Hope, it is clear enough for you.

M Dasi:  Anyone who accepts the title "Maharaja" would have to be suss.

E Dasi: Excellent reflection...this is the on-going trend, to go after their statements.

GSD: Thank you for your comments Prabhu. Seems to me it will be hard to argue with any of your points.

GC: Excellent reply.

S Dasi: Very well written, it's a shame it will be lost on the recipient.

SDD: Yes. What a shame! 

MB: Karma, that is what it is! Everyone is under the spell of Maya's forces. Karmis, for example, are subject to Epstein-style gaslighting and blackmail. Devotees, however, are under the influence of the same forces. 

Followers of Krishna Consciousness live in a dream where they believe that purification is the main driving force of the movement, especially in our case, when it comes to addressing child abuse, when in reality, that dynamic is unproven, and the belief in it is reinforced by --hypocrisy (we are brahmanas).

What I am writing here, is the core of what I wrote a long time ago in an article for Priti-lakshanam, edited by Pranada. So, please don't take it personally.
Hope, it is clear enough for you.

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GITA CHANGES

Mahesh Raja says:

Note: Jayadvaita ADDED this in the CHANGED Bhagavad Gita it is NOT there in the Original: “nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life” (Bg. 4.34, purport)”.

“Srila Prabhupada cannot be a diksa guru now since “nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life” (Bg. 4.34, purport)”.

Note: Here you will see some of the changes Jayadvaita made and ADDED his OWN words:


*Unauthorised changes to Srila Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-Gita made by Jayadvaita swami*


Note: spot the difference between the old version and the new concocted manipulated by Jayadvaita.


Here he has inserted **souls** and **they**


Bg 4.34 (new version by Jayadvaita swami)


Just try to learn the truth by approaching a spiritual master. Inquire from him submissively and render service unto him. The self-realized **souls** can impart knowledge unto you because **they** have seen the truth.


Note: here he has ADDED a text which was NEVER there in the original.


**Nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life.**


PURPORT Bg 4.34 (new version by Jayadvaita swami)


The Bhagavatam (6.3.19) says dharmam tu saksad bhagavat-pranitam: the path of religion is directly enunciated by the Lord. Therefore, mental
speculation or dry arguments cannot help lead one to the right path. **Nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life.** One has to approach a bona fide spiritual master to receive the knowledge.
Bg 4.34 ( Srila Prabhupada’s ORIGINAL untampered version)


Just try to learn the truth by approaching a spiritual master. Inquire from him submissively and render service unto him. The self-realized **soul**can impart knowledge unto you because **he** has seen the truth. (Bg 4.34)


PURPORT


The Bhagavatam (6.3.19) says, dharmaṁ hi sākṣād-bhagavat-praṇītam–the path of religion is directly enunciated by the Lord. Therefore, mental speculation or dry arguments cannot help one progress in spiritual life. One has to approach a bona fide spiritual master to receive the knowledge.


The changes made are **very significant** because they change the **entire** meaning of the text.


Diksa (transcendental Knowledge) is imparted by one self-realized person–the acarya (Srila Prabhupada)


It is **one singular** person uttama-adhikari (Srila Prabhupada) that transmits diksa (see antya 4.192-4.194) into the madhyama-adhikaris heart.
Krishna’s pastimes reflected in the heart of Prabhupada are transmitted (televised) in the Madhyama-adhikari’s heart when he chants offenselessly —this is transcendental knowledge (diksa).


Therefore the concocted plural words “The self-realized **souls** can impart knowledge unto you because **they** have seen the truth” are totally incorrect. The clever manipulation OF WORD JUGGLERY “they” means Jayadwaita swami wants to IMPOSE a new breed of so called INITIATING gurus in ISKCON—in spite of Srila Prabhupada’s clear instruction of July 9 1977 letter to the society of order to institute a Ritvik system (which incidentally was NEVER revoked by Srila Prabhupada). The bogus initiating gunda “guru” brutes dismantled Srila Prabhupada’s Ritvik system.


Adi 1.35


A devotee **must** have only **one initiating spiritual master** because in the scriptures acceptance of more than one is always forbidden.
Next change, the ADDED text in the purport:


**Nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life.**


Devotee: Srila Prabhupada when you’re not present with us, how is it possible to receive instructions? For example in questions that may arise…


SRILA PRABHUPADA: Well the questions are answ… answers are there in my books. (Morning Walk, Los Angeles, 13/5/73)


SRILA PRABHUPADA: So utilise whatever time you find to make a thorough study of my books. Then all your questions will be answered. (Letter to Upendra, 7/1/76)


SRILA PRABHUPADA: Every one of you must regularly read our books at least twice, in the morning and evening, and automatically all questions will be answered. ( Letter to Randhira, 24/01/70)


SRILA PRABHUPADA: If I depart there is no cause for lamentation. I will always be with you through my books and orders. I will always remain with you in that way. (BTG 13:1-2, December 1977)


74-11-22 Letter: Bahurupa


In my books the philosophy of Krishna Consciousness is EXPLAINED FULLY so if there is anything which you do not understand, then you simply have to read again and again. By reading daily THE KNOWLEDGE WILL BE REVEALED TO YOU AND BY THIS PROCESS YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE WILL DEVELOP.


Note: This clearly indicates that Srila Prabhupada’s books are understood through their own potency, and that there is therefore no need for a physically present guru to understand the books. Our Srimad Bhagavatam is unique because the verses of the Bhagavatam are directly complemented with the purports of Srila Prabhupada, who is the bonafide maha-bhagavata; therefore, the book Bhagavata and the person Bhagavata are combined in Srila Prabhupada’s Srimad Bhagavatam.


Therefore, there is no need for a third party, “the so called current Iskcon links” to (mis)interpret what Srila Prabhupada “really means to say”. sic


Srila Prabhupada’s books are not ordinary books of knowledge. Therefore this change is totally meaningless and unjustified. This are**NOT** Prabhupada’s words in the Bhagavad-Gita. Here it appears Jayadwaita is trying to manipulate the devotees into searching for a CONDITITIONED SOUL “guru” of the concocted


2/3 majority votes.


SRILA PRABHUPADA AND HIS BOOKS ARE NOT DIFFERENT.


Adi-lila 1-35


There is **no difference between the spiritual master’s instructions and the spiritual master himself**. in his absence, therefore, his words of direction should be the pride of the disciple.


Note: Srila Prabhupada’s words of direction—-Srimad-Bhagavatam there is no difference between Srila Prabhupada’s Instruction and himself the uttama-adhikari is powerful to give Diksa from his books:


SB 1.7.22


The spiritual master, **by his words**, can penetrate into the heart of the suffering person and **inject knowledge transcendental**, which alone can extinguish the fire of material existence.


SB 2.9.8


….the potency of transcendental sound is **never minimised** because the vibrator is **apparently absent**.


Watch this :


ISKCONspiracy Envious Jayadvaita vs Srila Prabhupada
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1C6RUmW0YQQ


ISKCONspiracy – Jayadvaita Swami Campaigns to Remove the Chanting of Prabhupada’s Name
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRTtkGMAg8Q

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Sunday, March 8, 2026

Stay in ISKCON? / SB Classes / Ranjit / Armageddon 03 08 26

 

Yep prabhu. Agreed, original singers cannot always compete with AI, which seems to be the most dominant process used right now. Yet the live singers have more emotional content. Right! ys pd 

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STAY IN ISKCON UPDATE

OK a friend of mine from Alachua was literally screaming at me for my advising Bangalore folks to "stay in ISKCON." And PADA offered to help them with court documents for their court cases etc. I should have told them to BAIL OUT, leave and abandon ISKCON. And that would let their temples go to the GBC guru's hands like Jayapataka. He claims that is the good option. I always find it somewhat amazing that ISKCON type people think handing things off to the Auschwitz for kids project is the better option.  

And thus Bangalore should have been independent, like he is. OK and what has he accomplished compared to Bangalore? Yes, he distributes a few books here and there. Sorry, just abandoning ship might not always be the most helpful option. 

Of course, sometimes abandoning ship is FULLY advised, but it depends on individual cases. There are no hard and fast -- one size fits all -- rules in our opinion. Sometimes staying on can also be advised, and maybe leaving is better in other cases. 

I think we made the right call helping Bangalore to STAY and represent ISKCON in the right way. Sure, they have some issues, but every program has issues. However at least they are giving people Srila Prabhupada as their guru. That is a good program overall in our opinion. 

But these "abandon ship" type folks don't get it. They think they are more pure and important than the Bangalore program, just because they jumped ship. Srila Prabhupada said in the Gaudiya Matha -- one party deviated, the other party left, both are asara, useless. Leaving may NOT be best path in all cases, and maybe asara and useless in other cases.

I abandoned the ship! And that makes me the greatest hero! Ummm nope. Bangalore has done MUCH more than these types guy, and so has PADA for that matter. Same problem with HKC Jaipur guys. Well forsooth, PADA has helped Bangalore. Yep, and they are getting much more done than you guys ever could, or ever would, or ever will. Ever. Worse, you HKC Jaipur guys are promoting Radhanath's cheer leaders -- because HKC Jaipur stlll does not even know pedophile guru programs are sinful, wrong, and a hazard to children.  

I am sorry, but jumping ship is good in some cases, not very good in other cases, and maybe is very bad in other examples, and we cannot lump all cases together. In any event -- PADA works with whomever we decide to. And many ill advised armchair warriors are always advising us on these matters, while not getting much done themselves. They should exert their energies on going after the corrupt GBC more than us guys, and be useful to the cause. 

NOTICE: PADA also did not actually jump ship. We have worked from the outside to clean up the sewage spill inside the ship, and it is happening, like it or not. And Bangalore folks have all along discussed the child abuse issue, the book changes issue, the corrupted BBTI, and now, the poison case, which is what we have championed all along. 

PADA-ness is spreading, and there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. And eventually, our history version will be the officially established historical record of ISKCON. It is a done deal. Yippee!

ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com  

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Srimad Bhagavatam Reading & Discussion  

Hare Kṛṣṇa dear devotees! You're invited to a reading and discussion on Srimad Bhagavatam, by the Hare Krishna Society.

Date: Sunday, 8 March, 2026

Time: 8 - 9:30 am PST (11 am EST, USA time)
Speaker: HG YasodanandanaDasa

Topics: The Divinity of Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, & Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, Canto 1, Chap. 7, Text 44: Draupadi Reminds Arjuna of What He Learned From His Guru.

Zoom link:

Meeting ID: 856 2770 2726 Passcode: 683586

Hope to see you all there.

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RANJIT MEMORIAL ALACHUA TEMPLE

With great sadness, we share the news of the passing of His Grace Ranjit das. For the past six years, he served faithfully as our temple treasurer, and for more than a decade, he was a steady and thoughtful member of our Board of Directors. His dedication, integrity, and quiet commitment helped sustain our community in countless ways.

After receiving an unexpected terminal diagnosis, Ranjit Prabhu left his body just a few days later, surrounded by kirtan and the loving association of his godbrothers and godsisters. Earlier that same day, Astasakhi and I had the opportunity to visit him. She read aloud a letter she had written—words that beautifully captured how so many of us experienced him: steady, humble, devoted, and kind. (read here)

A memorial service to honor Ranjit Prabhu will be held on Sunday, March 8, from 12:00 p.m. to 4:00 p.m. All are invited to attend as we gather to remember and celebrate this very special disciple of His Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada.

Zoom Link: https://us02web.zoom.us/j/6706942056?omn=86320608342

PADA: I did not know he was part of the Alachua process. That is too bad, because the temple there is compromised with the homosexual and pedophile messiah's club. And the people who promote such programs will go to the planets where such programs are welcome, and none of those planets are Vaikuntha planets.  

ys pd

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ARMAGEDDON WILL BE HERE SOON!



Jesus is coming soon!
Yeah! Sign me up!
Ooops!
We might have to start Armageddon to make Him show up!

PADA: Right RND prabhu, there is some sort of fatalism if not nihilism in the USA Christian Nationalists. We should help Armageddon get started -- in the Middle East -- and make it happen now, since that will make Jesus appear soon. That has been their theme for quite some time now, and it keeps repeating. And if the world is burnt to toast in a nuclear exchange, that is a good sign -- Jesus is almost here!

Problem is, what if Kali Yuga goes on for another 428,000 years and Jesus never shows up as planned? All sorts of Christian priests over the years have given false dates when Jesus will allegedly appear, but then he doesn't. I had a Christian relative who told me he has no worries about all the toxic materials in lake Erie killing the fish because "Jesus will clean all this up when he comes soon." 

Ok then! Well sorry, but pollution has just got worse all over the planet and Jesus has not come to clean it up yet. But this is a good excuse to keep on polluting, since it is all going to be fixed pretty soon anyway. And making more wars is also a good idea, because Armageddon will help induce the end times of Jesus return! Maybe so, and maybe not folks!

Oddly, this is EXACTLY what a lot of Krishna devotees have been telling me over the years. Well prabhu -- do not get your clock springs all wound up! Krishna will not allow His movement to fall apart, He will fix it. AND SOON! OK but when is soon? 

Duh! Pretty soon! What if "soon" never appears -- ever? Sorry, we have not worked out the plan "B" for that just yet -- in case He fails to appear. All our eggs are in the "He will fix it soon" basket. Good luck with all that then! Hee hee! ys pd


Not sure what the plan is?
Alienate the public with tariffs to make prices higher.
Bankrupt farmers and wineries with lost markets.
Get rid of latino maids and farm workers.
Thus! Make sure the latinos do not vote for you guys.
And bankrupt farmers who cannot find helpers.
And make GIANT war(s) after claiming to be
"the no war president."
And thus make energy prices skyrocket.
Which makes everything else skyrocket.
It seems like -- they want to burn out their followers?
Oh I forgot, just like ISKCON burns out their followers!
And that is maybe -- the plan all along?


Failed on every issue, or even -- made every issue worse. And the ISKCON GBC also failed on every issue. And also made things WORSE. Way worse!

A gurukuli friend of PADA says -- Trump is protecting the Epstein people, JUST like ISKCON's leaders are protecting perps in ISKCON. I cannot argue with this person -- or actually, -- yup, I have to think this gurukuli is most likely -- right. 

And that is perhaps why these leader's karma is taking everyone around them down, including themselves. And yup, ISKCON is going the same way. 

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Yep, many naysayers said we were crazy to bring this issue out. Nope! We would be crazy, and no small amount of compromised with evil, not to! ys pd



Friday, March 6, 2026

Poison Issue Discussed / Same Sex Marriage / Pushkar and PADA 03 06 26

 

PADA: Bangalore devotees are finally starting to publicly forward information on Srila Prabhupada's 1977 poison complaint. Bravo! Long overdue, better late than never. 

When we first brought out the "poison complaint" case in 1997, all sorts of people, including some so called ritviks like Krishna Kanta, Kamsahanta, Yaduraj and others told me DO NOT RELEASE THIS INFORMATION, you will destroy ISKCON. Ummm nope, hiding this information will destroy ISKCON. 

We need to understand the whole history and threadbare, or we will not understand it at all. This issue is being accepted more widely all the time, sorry to say -- it is what it is, as the evidence suggests. And the first time we played one of the 1977 tapes to a Bengali man to get it translated, he said "this is a homicide." Well yep. 

ys pd  


ND: Finally after 20 years the Krishna Kant IRM are now giving this poison issue light instead of inadvertently co-suppressing it with ISKCON. Puranjana Prabhu et al were the only ones loyal to the truth back then.

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PADA: Wow pilgrims. Sridhara Srinivasa is a defending pundit for his illicit sex with men, women and children acharya's program. His program's acharyas are having illicit sex with everyone in the house -- except maybe the family goat, although that is not guaranteed. 

Now he says his acharyas are promoting man to man sex marriages. All that -- after his man to man sex marriage -- guru system -- "2/3 show of hands" voted in his hero acharya HH Bhakti Vikas swami. BVKS is voted into Sridhara Srinivasa's man to man sex marriage acharya's program, and Sridhara Srinivasa is objecting that one of his acharyas is bogus, but all of his acharyas are members of that same debauchee acharya's sabha, including BVKS. 

In 1986 the GBC re-instated oral sex with taxi drivers as Vishnupada, and then voted in guys like Sridhara Srinivasa's hero acharya BVKS. Yet now we find out -- this is a man to man sex marriage sampradaya after all this time. But we all knew that this was an illicit sex with men, women and children guru parampara -- all along? 

Why has it taken so long for them to figure this out? But notice, they are not saying we should reject ALL of the people voted into that system, we should reject only SOME of the voters. But if some of their acharyas are contaminated, their whole parampara is. Amazing, our acharyas are promoting man to man sex marriages, and that is our parampara from Vaikuntha. Honestly? 

I had a gay devotee friend to who told me he got married to another gay man. Congratulations! Oooops, he got AIDS and died two years later. It is not a recommended lifestyle for Vaishnavas.

ys pd

angel108b@yahoo.com

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PUSHKAR and PADA

PADA: OK someone was in Alachua and they said they saw how Pushkar was laughing and making jokes about PADA editor, saying PADA is a fool who is taking intoxicants. This person asked me what is my opinion? First of all, I really do not know what Puskar said or did not say, he does not communicate with PADA. Perhaps this was a misunderstanding. Perhaps not.

That being said, as soon as I said there is a problem with illicit sex gurus, and a subsequent problem of starving, beating, molesting, raping and harming children wholesale -- industrial levels -- all sorts of people were joking, calling me an offender, drunk, drug addict, "destroyer of ISKCON" and so on and so forth, to discredit me. And a lot of them were joking and laughing.

And no small amount of people wanted to have me banned, beaten and -- killed. So it is an overall trend and tendency for a lot of devotees of different camps to call me ill names and brand me as an intoxicated crazy man. Narayan Maharaja was even calling me "ritvik poison" when he was kissing Tamal's jack boots in Texas.

What happens to little children when their defensive whistle blowers are discredited? Well lets just say, a karmi media person told me -- ISKCON is worse than Epstein when it comes to mistreating children. Epstein was only physical abuse, whereas ISKCON forces children to worship predators, and that is way worse. It is psychological torture to force children to worship illicit sex with men, women and children as their messiahs.  

I agreed. So I dunno, if Puskar wants to make a statement he is welcome to, but the trend and tendency is to discredit PADA by many if not most devotees. And we all know what happens to the children as a result. Now it turns out people who have CPO rulings against them for being predators -- including predators of minors -- are NOT being banned in Alachua (as posted on the FB Forum), which is supposed to be the GBC's own rule. 

Yet, we are banned. Pushkar is one of the Alachua crew, and that is also where Auschwitz for kids leader Jayapataka has a following with folks like Pranada. So I dunno, I will hold deciding comment until we get more info. And if someone wants to present more info, including Pushkar, that would be helpful. But overall, the community there is compromised with the pedo messiah's project, that is certain. 

ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com 

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Don't hit the hornet's nest and expect no hornets? 

Wednesday, March 4, 2026

Srila Prabhupada's Hidden Documents and Tapes (PADA) 03 04 26



Humble Request on Behalf of a Wonderful Soul.

Lokanatha dasa: Dear Maharaja, Prabhu, Mataji, please accept my respectful obeisances. AgtSP!

I would like to ask whether You know anyone who could AS SOON AS POSSIBLE take up the service of being the personal servant of my guru-maharaja, HH
Smita-Krishna Swami, who lives in Sweden at the ISKCON farm Almviks gård. Sucha personal servant would need to be constantly with him.

He should be spiritually advanced enough to simultaneously understand his exalted spiritual position and the fact that SKS is suffering from Parkinson’s disease. Furthermore, he should be able to communicate (if not in Swedish) then at least in basic English or German.

The servant would have his own private accommodation and all facilities necessary for performing the service without disturbance.

Also, such a person would have to come from a country for which obtaining
residence or a visa for Sweden is not problematic. For example I found one
very qualified Vaiṣṇava from Pakistan, but for him the visa application process is extremely complicated and lengthy (and in the end it was still not certain that he would receive it).

If You know someone suitable—kindly forward this message to him along with my contact details

To read the complete article and/or watch the video please click here: https://www.dandavats.com/?p=117479

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Armageddon? OH OH PILGRIMS!


PADA: Yeah I love the Evangelicals, but have to admit, they have not got good ideas for managing an entire society. And it looks to me like they have some of the same issues that ISKCON has, i.e. little bit sentimental, if not sometimes fanatical. I am hoping they are not going to start Armageddon, but unfortunately, they might do that. Heh heh heh. ys pd 

angel108b@yahoo.com

IMAGINE a combat-unit commander proclaiming that the Iran war is part of God’s divine plan. Now imagine this commander suggesting that President Trump was “anointed by Jesus” to ignite Armageddon. You'd be forgiven for imagining this as a bad movie script. It is exactly the kind of religious zealotry that many evangelical Christians have long-feared from Middle Eastern Muslims.

Unfortunately we don't have to imagine it, because this is the current reality. A combat-unit commander told non-commissioned officers at a briefing Monday that the Iran war is part of God’s plan and that President Donald Trump was “anointed by Jesus to light the signal fire in Iran to cause Armageddon and mark his return to Earth." 110 military personnel submitted complaints. A hundred and ten! This religious extremism has turned the current US administration into the very thing they have long feared.

When faith is turned into a weapon for war, we know we have gone off the rails and are nowhere near Jesus. When killing schoolchildren prompts a shrug and is chalked up to 'the cost of war'—we have aggrieved God. Jesus preached nonviolence and love for one’s enemies, urging us to turn the other cheek and embrace compassion (Matthew 5:39, 44). When extremists like Pete Hegseth hijack these teachings to justify violence, they are literally the Christian version of those who flew the planes into the World Trade Center.

Further, using the Book of Revelation as a blueprint for chaos is Scriptural malpractice. Its vivid imagery reflects the struggles of early Christians facing persecution, serving as a call for spiritual resilience for those living under the threat of violence from the Roman Empire. For the world's most powerful empire *today* to use it to justify current and future conflicts is the work of religious charlatans. Those who do this kind of spiritual fortune-telling often have no background in theology, history, or the original language(s) in which these texts were written.

The recent complaints logged by the Military Religious Freedom Foundation (MRFF) highlight a critical issue: military personnel are being exposed to dangerous ideologies that conflate patriotism with divine will. This creates an environment where ethical considerations are overshadowed by a misguided sense of righteousness.

Finally, the US and Israel are attacking Iran during the Muslim holy month of Ramadan. This is not by accident. Evangelical Christians have long vilified peace-loving Muslims into a threat that must be stopped. Yet it is this violent, xenophobic Christo-fascism that is a threat to the future of all humanity. All Christian pastors and all religious leaders of goodwill should be denouncing this war, as well as the ideology that undergirds it.

This administration imagines they are prompting the return of Jesus. They are not. The only reaction Jesus has to any of this is to weep.

Monday, March 2, 2026

Alvars / Kailash / Badrinarayan / Mayapur Abuse etc. 03 02 26


PADA: I have no real understanding of the Alvars, although I have heard of them from time to time. Here is some idea. ys pd





 

PADA: Yeah just when MAGA promised to make the price of energy go down, they have the straight of Hormuz blocked. I know, just after they promised to "make no more wars." 

Well lets see pilgrims, but it looks to me like they really hit the hornet's nest this time, without wearing the hornet's nest safety suit. Heh heh! 

The good news is that Russia will not be getting as many of those Iran drones now, that could actually save some lives. I am not a big fan of these old Ayatollahs, but they do have a lot of regional sentimental followers, and this could be trouble. Maybe more than we bargained for ... ys pd  

https://www.msn.com/en-us/money/markets/iran-conflict-disrupts-global-shipping-as-tankers-are-stranded-damaged/ar-AA1XoBls?

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DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD!

PADA: Someone sent me their comment on the departure of Badrinarayan swami. "Had some terrible dealings with him. He was a greedy, mean, cruel, egotistical, arrogant, selfish man, and he really believed he is a pure devotee acharya. All I can say is, 'ding dong, the witch is dead.' The world will be a much better place now, and a much safer place for Krishna's devotees." 

Oh you mean he was a perfect candidate for a GBC guru? Heh heh heh. Personally, I do not wish them well or unwell, their karmic track record speaks for itself and they will be judged accordingly.   

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Hillbilly mountain man who says
worship of a pure devotee is:
"The crypto Christian ecclesiastical ritvik corporate religion deviation." We need to worship the living 
person -- who cannot be named.
We should worship = zero.


KAILASA CHANDRA UPDATE

OM: Your comment is a sewage spill of logical fallacies and sastric illiteracy. Let’s flush it properly! Dare you run Kailasa prabhu through the grease.

1. On “Uttama Only” & Brahmana Tejyas:

You quote Śrīla Prabhupāda selectively. Yes, the uttama-adhikārī has the potency to burn sins. But Śrīla Prabhupāda also explicitly validated the madhyama-adhikārī as a functional guru: “Sometimes a less qualified or not liberated person may also act as guru and ācārya by strictly following the disciplic succession.” (Letter to Janārdana)

Your position—that only uttamas can guide—is your invention, not Prabhupāda’s. You’ve elevated one statement while burying another that destroys your entire edifice.

PADA: Srila Prabhupada says a Madhyam is "insufficient guidance" and a person needs to select ONLY an uttama as his guru. He also says that a Madhyam can fall down and become an asura, so it is not a fully fixed platform.   

2. On Jesus, Christians, and “Ritvik”:

Śrīla Prabhupāda respected Jesus as a representative of God. He did not authorize merging Christian theology with Gauḍīya Vaiṣṇavism or using secular courts as a preaching platform.

PADA: Srila Prabhupada says worship of Jesus is an eternal principle, because worship of a pure devotee like Jesus is eternal. We cannot merge the eternal into the eternal? Worship of the eternal is not a secular principle? Worship of people who can become asuras is a material principle, and Kailasa is promoting that. 

Your constant invocation of “Christians saved me,” “law enforcement,” and “$400M lawsuits” exposes your real foundation: you are a crypto-Christian litigator dressed in a ritvik blanket, using Prabhupāda’s name to legitimize a worldly legal agenda.

PADA: Yes, Kailasa is infuriated that we saved children from mistreatment by using the Christians, and so is the GBC. 

3. On “Saving Children” vs. “Saving Souls”:

You boast about lawsuits and pulling kids from schools. Impressive, if your goal is material activism. But Śrīla Prabhupāda’s mission is deliverance from birth and death, not courtroom victories.

PADA: Wow, saving Krishna's children is material activism. OK you do not care if the suffer and end their lives, they are material and not important. Sorry, Krishna's children are important to Krishna and His children are not material. Kailasa's idea of worship of the non-entity phantom Madhyam is worship of nothingness, and that is called Mayavada. Worship of nothing saves nothing.

If you actually saved souls, you’d be teaching them surrender to a bona fide living guru, not ritvik heresy, not Christian legal aid. You’ve given them temporary safety but eternal confusion. That’s spiritual malpractice.

PADA: Kailasa has never named the living guru, he wants people to worship no one and nothing, he never mentioned the name of this alleged Madhyam, because he does not exist. Kailasa worships no living gurus whatever, it is bluff. 

4. On “Narada Cannot Fall”:

You’re conflating categories. Narada is an uttama eternal associate. The madhyama stage is for conditioned souls progressing. Śrīla Prabhupāda never taught that only Narada-level beings can act as guru.

PADA: A conditioned soul cannot absorb sins, he told us the over and over, do not let people touch your feet, you will be contaminated.

5. On “Why Are You Envious?”:

No one is envious of your lawsuits. We’re appalled that you’ve replaced bhakti with litigation, sādhana with scandals, and guru-sevā with self-glorification. You cite Prabhupāda constantly and yet have the audacity to reject his clear, living-guru system for a ritvik fantasy he never taught. You’re a parasitic scumb@g feeding on the body of a movement you’ve abandoned.

Śrīla Prabhupāda didn’t file $400M lawsuits. He filed books into the hands of the suffering.

PADA: Yep, as soon as we start a lawsuit to get original books, Kailasa is upset we are going to make original books and not Jayadvaita's. We know whose camp he is in.


Yes Kailasa joined Kirtanananda and said me and Sulochana are drunks and sahajiyas, and he still says that, because he is a disciple of Bhaktipedo. We all agreed to that a long time ago. And he is angry with the Christians because they saved me after he made me a target. We all agreed to that also. Kailasa says worship of a pure devotee is heresy, which is what all asuras said all along. We all agreed to that long ago. Srila Prabhupada says a Madhyam can become an asura, and Kailasa wants children to worship people who can become asuras to contaminate them, and he has done so in thousands of cases already. And after we exposed his asura guru program, he was upset. We all agree? Kailasa has no living guru, he promotes the worship of nothing because he is a mayavada. ys pd

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Yes prabhu this is his photo, Mathura Pati / Mathias Sabji / Prabhupadanugas eu. Yes, he posts on his site -- when PADA is saving children from being starved, beaten and raped, PADA is foolish for saving "slimy stinky stools." Yes, he is worse than the GBC. He posts that PADA is discussing slimy stinky stools all the time, which -- as we all know is -- the small children we helped, and had hundreds of these kids pulled out of GBC schools.

I agree, no normal person says our saving little kids from potentially being beaten and raped should not be done because these children are slimy stinky stools. 

You are correct, a person who takes delight in seeing children suffer will take birth as a child in future and himself suffer, and he will be called stinky stools by the victimizers. I agree prabhu, these people have serious deviated mentalities and yep "they are more sick than the karmis, because mistreating children is intolerable for the karmis." Agree, no karmi would even say our saving children from being beaten and raped is saving slimy stinky stools. 

The good news is the karmis helped me save these children, because these type of deviated "devotees" cannot tell the difference between stinky stools and Krishna's kids. PADA has posted hundreds or even thousands of accounts from these kids, such as the one below, and they think this is all stinky stools material because they have no mercy for children, whereas the karmis do -- and that is why they help us, and help kids. 

And his friends at HKC Jaipur are saying the same things, which is why he advertises the HKC people who also believe kids are stinky stools. Yeah, now you know why so many KRISHNA kids are victims, these type guys are cheer leading the abuse and trying to stop us from helping these kids. Yep, kids are in better hands with the karmis, you got it! Notice, Kailasha chandra says about the same, our saving kids is material endeavor.  
 
ys pd

MAYAPUR REPORT

My name is Veda.

I'm a husband and a father. I live in USA and served as president of ISKCON temple in Atlanta for 15 years. I am also a teacher of Krishna Consciousness with many US students who attend college or are working professionals.

I grew up in the Gurukula of Mayapur. During my time in Mayapur approximately two hundred children passed through the Gurukula. To my knowledge, there are not many who are still actively connected to ISKCON. Most of them now just use karmi names.

It is for these lost children that I write this letter.

I also write because recently, XXX, a brave young woman in Mayapur, broke her silence on sexual abuse by Bhaktvidya Purna (BVP) Swami. I feel compelled to add my testimony to hers. 

Majority in ISKCON believe that no child filed complaints of sexual abuse by BVP Swami. It's not true. I know 6 children who were sexually abused by BVP Swami. Back in 1998, a report was investigated into the sexual abuse of a Gurukula child named XXX. That testimony was debunked and silenced. The boy was threatened, defamed and forced to flee Mayapur for his physical integrity.

I'll be the second guy to talk.

HOW I REACHED IN MAYAPUR.

Reached Mayapur in 1983, at the age of 5, along with my elder brother who was 8. We came from a remote village in Assam. My brother had decided to run away from home and I followed him.

We ended up on a train without knowing where we were going. Somehow we landed at Nabadwip and ended up at Mayapur. We were so orphans we didn't know how to go home. Devotees picked us up from the streets and put us in the Gurukula.

I stayed in the Gurukula as a student for around 14 years and then worked as ashram coordinator and director of Bhaktivedanta Gurukula Village in Mayapur for another 6 years. As a student, I spent most of my time living in the ashram of Bhaktividya Purna Swami (BVP Swami), who at that time was known as Anirdesha Vapu das. He is also known as Gurukul Maharaj.

When we first arrived in Mayapur, BVP Swami was in charge of the Gurukula and decided that my brother should be at the Sudra Ashram, where the children were basically workers. I got placed in brahman ashram. We were not allowed to relate or communicate out of fear of Brahmins getting polluted.

When my parents finally found us, it had been two years. By the time they reached Mayapur, I had become a fanatic Brahmacari and totally indoctrinated at the age of 7. When they tried to take me home I told them that they were not my parents and that my mother and father were Radha and Madhava. Teachers told them that now we belonged to God, and without documents to prove that we were their children, my parents were sent back to Assam, heartbroken.

FIRST HAND EXPERIENCE OF SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE IN MAYAPUR GURUKULA.

During my early years in Gurukula I was particularly vulnerable because I couldn't defend myself and had no parents to protect me. For the first 7 years, I was subjected to sustained and extreme physical and sexual abuse by teachers and older students. I was separated from my brother and I couldn't get his help because he himself was being abused.

When I was a child in the Gurukula of Mayapur, I was sexually assaulted by a total of 8 people.

I was sexually abused several times by Gopavrindapal (aka Swami Giri, who later took Sannyas from Nrisingha Maharaj), Vrajadish (a major gurukuli), Mrityunjaya (another major gurukulu) and XXX (a third major gurukule which I choose not to name). I was also sexually abused by restaurant owner, chief disciple of Bhavananda (don't remember his name), also by a pujari of Lord Narasimhadev (don't recall his name), Nandaram (a teacher) and Bhaktividya Purna swami.

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TOUGH LOVE

"Kick on their faces." -Shrila Prabhupada_

Swarup Prabhu straightens out Badarinarayana. A Vaishnava is expected to be a perfect gentleman.. Sometimes Badarinarayana was more like Mr. Burns.
Here's Swarupa's letter to him and his response. This happened two years ago:

Swarup to Badrinarayana:

Last night was the second year in a row I attended the Govardhan Puja celebration at the San Diego ISKCON Center and the second year in a row I watched in dismay as you sat at your little bully pulpit insulting people. Last year you accused a young innocent Indian girl of going up to the “Hill” and stealing, when all she was doing was donating what she baked to the Lord. 

When you found out how wrong you were you did not apologize. Last night you were at it again insulting some elderly lady and then calling me an interloper when I agreed to help give out the sweets which I was asked to do by Braja Kumar’s wife. 

Do you even know the definition of interloper? It’s one who is in a place or situation where they are not wanted or they do not belong. When the words “we have an interloper” exited your mouth I was just about to make a scene and put you in your place then and there, but I didn’t want to ruin the night for all the wonderful devotees and guests. It appears to me (and many others) that you are a little man with a big mouth and big ego.

When I gave you the opportunity of explaining yourself or (God forbid) apologizing you instead doubled down and came up with the brilliant words “It’s not my job to praise you.” What does that even mean? That was all you could think of on the spot? How foolish. Well, neither is it my job to praise you but rather it’s my job to point out to a junior godbrother (having been initiated two years after me) how bad a job he is doing representing our spiritual master. Prabhupada never
behaved like that.

Well, you can be sure that this “interloper” will never again visit nor contribute money as I’ve done many times to the San Diego temple as long as you are there, eating and sleeping at the expense of people like me .

By the way – you need to do a tune up on your lectures. Too repetitive and way too many failed attempts at being cute, clever and funny.
Swarup Das

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Dear Swarup prabhu:

Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
I received your letter. I am responding by e-mail because I don’t have your mailing address. I got your e-address by e-mailing Kanka dd.

I apologize for being rude and abrasive when you visited the San Diego temple for Govardhan Puja. I have a tendency towards sarcasim. It is one of my many short comings. I am working on this and I am not as bad as I used to be, but that does not excuse my venting on you. 

You have a right to feel welcome and comfortable when visiting Srila Prabhupada’s temples and that certainly applies to the San Diego temple as well. I hope that you will kindly visit the San Diego temple again and give me the chance to welcome you properly. Again, I apologize for offending my senior godbrother.
Your servant,
Badrinarayana Swami