PADA: This is my recent AI art of Radha and Krishna, made on the Gemini Google platform. I am pretty happy with it, and I went in and touched up some areas on I-pad Procreate. Jayate. ys pd
1) O Gopinatha, Lord of the gopis, please hear my request. I am a wicked materialist, always addicted to worldly desires, and no good qualities do I possess.
2) O Gopinatha, You are my only hope, and therefore I have taken shelter at Your lotus feet. I am now Your eternal servant.
3) O Gopinatha, how will You purify me? I do not know what devotion is, and my materialistic mind is absorbed in fruitive work. I have fallen into this dark and perilous worldly existence.
4) O Gopinatha, everything here is Your illusory energy. I have no strength or transcendental knowledge, and this body of mine is not independent and free from the control of material nature.
5) O Gopinatha, this sinner, who is weeping and weeping, begs for an eternal place at Your divine feet. Please give him Your mercy.
6) O Gopinatha, You are able to do anything, and therefore You have the power to deliver all sinners. Who is there that is more of a sinner than myself?
7) O Gopinatha, You are the ocean of mercy. Having come into this phenomenal world, You expand Your divine pastimes for the sake of the fallen souls.
8) O Gopinatha, I am so sinful that although all the demons attained Your lotus feet, Bhaktivinoda has remained in worldly existence.
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Seems to be a nice project.
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ISKCON and WOMEN
PADA: Henry Doktosrski sent me an article on how women in general were viewed very negatively at New Vrndavana. And as a result many women were exploited and abused. He blames Srila Prabhupada for creating this environment. Except, my view is that New Vrndavana folks were getting the "Kirtanananda's filtered" view of women, and Krishna consciousness, and Kirtanananda was cherry picking certain negative quotes, while avoiding positive quotes, to suppress women -- and to suppress those quotes.
And his program suppressed those of us citing these positive quotes, to the point their empire would have us assassinated for publishing and citing these positive quotes -- that opposed their views, being afraid of being exposed.
For example when people at New Vrndavana said "Srila Prabhupada says Kirtanananda is a pure devotee." OK he might have said that once. Yet he also said: KS is a crazy man -- who needs to go back to Bellvue; KS indulges in a strange form of sense gratification (homosexuality); KS stole my Gita manuscript -- and so forth.
Srila Prabhupada also said Jayatirtha is my tirtha, and his followers slammed that in my face all day long. But he was falling down. Just because Srila Prabhupada makes a few encouraging statements about someone, that is not an absolute endorsement.
When someone who is elderly is encouraging a kindergarten child, they may say things that are not meant to be absolute. When we tell a toddler -- you are doing a great job bringing me my shoe, that does not mean the child knows how to fetch the other shoe and etc. It is encouraging, but not making an absolute statement of fact.
I had a gay friend in San Francisco who told me, unfortunately there are homosexuals who see women negatively, as competition, and they treat women rudely and badly. They want to keep women in a lower status, to cut down their competitors, so the homosexual program is enhanced. In short they are ENVIOUS of women.
And that is evidently why Kirtanananda called his istagosthi meetings with women "fish night," and Devamrta said women are like toilets, and the list of negative comments from these (homosexual ilk) leader guys from New Vrndavana are endless really. OK these guys were many times homosexuals -- who did not like women -- and they created an anti-women atmosphere.
I personally never understood that we should exploit, suppress or oppress women from the teachings of Krishna. Rather, women are supposed to be my spiritual soul sisters -- eternal spirit souls -- fully equal to myself -- who are now in a female shaped, temporary material covering or body. And it is our duty to see them as spiritual soul equals, parts and parcels of God, and not as our inferiors.
One thing many people probably do not know is that most of the help I got at the start of PADA was from -- women -- who were acting as my spies and agents to get my news stories for PADA. And a woman was the first person I helped to sue ISKCON for child abuse, in 1986. Women were somewhat at the forefront of helping me challenging the homosexual and pedophile messiah's program, and subsequently mostly women are on the ISKCON Vedic Inquiry child welfare forum etc. now.
OK women do a lot to challenge the GBC, and they still are, more than many or most men. Srila Prabhupada also told us that women are the backbone of religion in India, since 90% of the people at our Pandal festivals were -- women. He encouraged those ladies, and therefore wanted us to do the same.
In sum, the lady I helped with the 1986 lawsuit was more brave than all the ISKCON men put together, because it was somewhat dangerous to challenge the GBC regime at that time. Many of the men simply did not help, or worse, said I was making offenses to the seniors etc. So my view was always that women can be a good source of inspiration and help, and they have been.
Instead of suppressing women, I was always encouraging them, and that was my understanding of the Krishna philosophy, women should be treated with maturity and respect. Or as Srila Prabhupada says, treat all women as mother.
New Vrndavana was a sort of really bad place for women, because these leaders -- who are envious of women -- began to artificially make women an inferior class of person -- and then there was a lot of sexual and physical abuse of women as a result. But I never liked these leaders, nor did I like the way women were being made into lesser class beings by some of these leaders, when the women should be seen as equals and moreover respected as "living temples of Vishnu" and Krishna's parts and parcels etc.
But I am a guy who is kind to my neighborhood squirrels and birds, and I feed them every day. I have no tolerance for mistreating any living being, it is not the correct idea of the Krishna religion. All living beings should be seen as temples of Vishnu, especially the Vaishnavi ladies who are worshiping Vishnu.
What Srila Prabhupada also said was, every woman should be protected and hopefully married. And he suspended sannyasa saying the leaders should be grhasthas or married people. He said women should be honored and protected, thus he never authorized exploiting them, never mind mistreating them, beating them, and so forth. Nor did I ever feel that mistreating or exploiting women is what the Krishna society is supposed to be doing.
In any case all religions have some form of ashram type program to try to keep the men monks or brahmacaris separated from the women. And the women try to avoid the men by living as nuns or brahmacarinis. In Muslim countries the ladies cover their faces and so on. That is because Srila Prabhupada is correct, men mixing with ladies can turn into lusty affairs. That is common in all religions.
In New Vrndavana, in the name of avoiding lust, practice of austerity and renunciation, some men were having affairs with a number of women. Some women were given coercive divorces and were married off to other men. Some women told me they were never officially married, there was simply a "garland exchange," and not a legal recorded marriage, and thus they were un-officially married and re-married with no documentation.
Much worse, adult homosexual men were having various forms of sex with men and boys who were still minors. And some of the females there told me they were being married off when they were not yet 18. OK so there was a lot of lusty stuff going on left, right and center, including heterosexual, homosexual and even pedophile lusty affairs, or in sum -- illicit sex with men, women and children.
That means Srila Prabhupada is correct -- lust is the main enemy of spiritual practitioners. So if someone thinks New Vrndavana is an example of Srila Prabhupada's teachings, they are severely misguided. Srila Prabhupada says illicit behavior takes a person to hell, and that behavior was rampant at New Vrndavana in all forms.
When Jane Wallace visited new Vrndavana she was mortified to see Kirtanananda sitting on a big seat, covered with the hands of young boys. Worse, some of the big leaders were in the audience there singing "Jaya Bhaktipada." She asked me if this is pedophile heaven, I said yep it is. And she said thank God we met at least one Hare Krishna who knows this is pedophile heaven.
She also said many of the ladies there have "children who look different, as if the children came from different fathers." She asked me if the ladies there "are being passed around to various men." And I said -- probably yes. OK so a woman news reporter, who has no knowledge of the Vedas, immediately -- withing a few seconds -- understands that New Vrndavana is a pedophile cult, while the "men" there were all chanting "Jaya Bhaktipada."
Sorry, these folks are not following Srila Prabhupada, or even basic common moral religion principles. Worship of homosexuals and pedophiles as messiahs is not done even in the mleccha society. And when we had New Vrndavana sued on the $400,000,000 case, the lawyers said New Vrndavana is the worst place for children abuse in the whole USA ISKCON.
When Ravindra Swarupa wanted to remove Kirtanananda, 300 families (many Prabhupada original disciples) made a petition to keep KS as the guru there. OK so this was a homosexual and pedophile personality cult, which has nothing to do with Srila Prabhupada. Unfortunately, it fooled a lot of people into thinking it is bona fide. It never was.
Sulochana said Chakradhari was murdered because he protested at an istagosthi that Kirtanananda was having affairs with boys. I would say many -- if not most -- people there knew something bad was afoot.
Yeah I would say, a lot of people there must have known about all these illicit, illegal and exploiting things going on there, if they were not participating in the crimes themselves. It is just impossible for me to believe all the banning, beating, molesting, lawsuits, and murders were not known by a lot of people.
In any case, we never believed that Kirtanananda was purely representing Krishna -- ever. I never really liked the guy, and we knew him, Hayagriva, Umapati and others were from the Mott Street boys program, and we suspected they were not solid followers the whole time. Nor did we ever think a Mott Stret boy could be catapulted to being a pure devotee in the space of 10 years, especially when these guys were chastised so badly right out of the gate.
Anyway, for those who thought the GBC's program was Prabhupada's program, you made a huge mistake. He was apparently poisoned by that sabha to get him out of the way. And what happened next was not his desire, order, mission or movement.
Jane Wallace was able to figure out in two seconds what a lot of these people could not figure out in two decades, and many of them still cannot. This was a not a religious movement, it was "pedophile heaven." She thanked me for being the one of the only Hare Krishnas who knew what was what, because almost all the other devotees defended the program. Kirtanananda was later buried in a samadhi, because a lot of people still don't get it.
OK they got suckered.
ys pd angel108b@yahoo.com
HOW TO VIEW WOMEN:
BG 13.3 I AM THE KNOWER WITHIN ALL BODIESsarva-kṣetreṣu bhārata
kṣetra-kṣetrajñayor jñānaḿ
yat taj jñānaḿ mataḿ mama
The Lord says, “I am the knower of the field of activities in every individual body.” The individual may be the knower of his own body, but he is not in knowledge of other bodies. The Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is present as the Supersoul in all bodies, knows everything about all bodies. He knows all the different bodies of all the various species of life. A citizen may know everything about his patch of land, but the king knows not only his palace but all the properties possessed by the individual citizens. Similarly, one may be the proprietor of the body individually, but the Supreme Lord is the proprietor of all bodies. The king is the original proprietor of the kingdom, and the citizen is the secondary proprietor. Similarly, the Supreme Lord is the supreme proprietor of all bodies.
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This article, ‘The Vaiṣṇavism of Ancient Āryan Women,’ was first published in Sajjana Toṣaṇī, Volume 2, Issue 9, in 1885. In it, Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura narrates the account of Śaṅkarācārya’s mother, who, as she lay on her deathbed, expressed her longing to attain Vaikuṇṭha.
by Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura
(This article has been compiled from the Śaṅkara Vijaya composed by Sāyanācārya).
Nowadays, who would not feel delighted when the subject of the steadfast devotion of Indian women is discussed? We shall not now speak about the two maidservant daughters Pil and Pilyā described in the Bhaktamāla, nor about other noble women, because the time for that has not yet come for us. The devout lady of whom we shall now inform the learned and respectable readers may be said to be well known even among the mature educated class of men.
Eleven centuries ago, in the village of Kālapi in the land of Kerala, there lived a brāhmaṇa by the name of Śivaguru Śarmā. He was the father of Śaṅkarācārya, the crest-jewel of parivrājakācāryas, and his wife was the mother of that best of ācāryas, Śaṅkara Svāmī. Śaṅkara’s mother gave birth to that world-renowned Śaṅkarācārya on the day of Śukla Ekādaśī in the month of Vaiśākha in the 71st year of the Śaka era.*
niṣe nāgebha bahnyabde vibhave māsi mādhave
śukle tithau daśamyāstu śaṅkarāryodayaḥ smṛtaḥ
ārya vidyā sudhākara dhṛta tat sampradāyikṛta śloka
“In the year 3889 of the Kali Era (778 CE), in the month of Mādhava, on the bright tenth lunar day, the birth of Śaṅkara is remembered. This śloka, upholding the nectar of āryan learning, is composed according to the sampradāyika tradition.”
Later, after Śaṅkara had embraced the order of sannyāsa and, while travelling through many lands, was residing on the mountain called Śṛṅga, surrounded by his own disciples such as Sureśācārya and engaged in discussion of the Vedānta śāstra, at that time the final hour of his mother approached. At that time, the mother of the venerable world-teacher – due to advanced age and the frailty of widowhood – was exceedingly weak.
Seeing that her own end was near, she began repeatedly recalling her only son who was a sannyāsi. Śaṅkara, being omniscient, was able to hear the anguished cries of his mother even while residing on the Śṛṅga mountain. Then, leaving his disciples, by the power of his yogika strength, he immediately proceeded to the village of Kālapi and paid respects at his mother’s feet. The wife of Śivaguru, seeing her child before her as if in a dream, became exceedingly joyful and began to say, ‘Son, my final moment has now arrived. I am an ignorant and helpless woman. Please tell me what duty I should now perform.”
Hearing his mother’s words of distress, Śaṅkara began to instruct her about the non-differentiated Brahman that he had previously expounded. But his mother, showing her inability to grasp that, replied, “Son! I am a woman – I have no capacity to contemplate that non-differentiated Brahman. Therefore, please teach me about a beautiful, tangible form of Brahman.”
Then Śaṅkara instructed his mother to contemplate the nature of all beings and the essence of Bhūtanātha (Śiva). He began to recite in the bhujaṅga-prayāta metre a hymn in praise of the eight forms of Mahādeva. Pleased with that hymn, Śiva, wielding the trident and Pīṇaka bow, sent his attendants to honour her. Seeing this, Śaṅkara’s mother became dissatisfied and said, “I will not go along with the attendants of Śiva.”*
*vilokyatān śula pināka hastam
naivānugaccheyamitibruvastyām
Having seen them, with trident and Pināka in hand, she said, ‘I will not follow.’ (Śaṅkara Vijaya)
Then the crest-jewel of parivrājakācāryas, perceiving that no other recourse remained, understood his mother’s unparalleled bhakti to Śrī Kṛṣṇa. Overjoyed, he began to recite verses in praise of the supremely merciful Lord of Lakṣmī, who is most affectionate to His devotees.
For the benefit of the readers, three ślokas gathered by Sāyanīya Mādhavācārya are quoted here:
bhujagādhipa bhogatalpa bhājaṁ
kamalākṣa sthala kalpitāṅghri padmaṁ
abhivījitamādareṇa līlā-
vasudhābhyāṁ calamāna cāmarābhyāṁ
vihitāñjalinā niṣevyamāṇaṁ
vinatānanda kṛtāgrato rathena
dhṛta-mūrtibhirastra devatābhiḥ
paritaṁ pañcabhirañcitopakaṇṭaṁ
mahanīya-tamāla-komalaṅgaṁ
mukuṭī-ratna-cayaṁ mahār’yantaṁ
śiśiretara-bhānu-śīlitāgraṁ
hari-nīlopala-bhūdharaṁ hasantaṁ
(Vishnu) He who uses the coils of the serpent-king as a couch; whose lotus-feet are placed upon the bosom of Lakṣmī; who is gently fanned with affection by Līlā and Vasudhā, with cāmaras moving to and fro; He who is attended with folded palms by the joyful son of Vinatā (Garuḍa), who acts as His chariot; who is surrounded by His five weapons (the conch, discus, club, bow and sword) who have assumed personified celestial forms; whose limbs are tender like the revered tamāla tree; who is adorned with clusters of jewels set upon His crown; whose face is radiant like the sun; who playfully outshines the sapphire with the beauty of His body – I praise that smiling Hari, the supporter of the earth, who is blue, like a sapphire.
Śivaguru’s wife, hearing this regal prayer to the Supreme Deity, Śrī Kṛṣṇa composed by her own son as his own means, became exceedingly joyful; and while contemplating the enchanting form of Śrī Śrī Mādhava, she abandoned her body like a yogī. At that moment, Viṣṇu swiftly arrived, accompanied by a celestial aerial car radiant like the autumnal moon. Seating Śaṅkara’s mother upon that Vaiṣṇava vimāna, He carried her beyond the realms of the Sun, the Moon, Varuṇa, Indra, and even Brahmaloka, and brought her to the supreme abode of Lord Viṣṇu, in other words, Vaikuṇṭha-dhāma.
(‘The Vaiṣṇavism of Ancient Āryan Women,’ was first published in Sajjana Toṣaṇī, Volume 2, Issue 9, in 1885 and translated by Swami Bhaktivijñāna Giri)


