Ramabhadra's lies about me
When Ramabhadra became TP in 1990, he immidiatly started to chase 2 matajis, and I warned him about this kind of behavior. Soon after that he had one young bhaktin chase me every where I went. I told this mataji, she can not talk to me kindly stay far away from me. Then she would sit on the stairs and cry when I came for Gurupuja and things of that nature. I went to Dhanudhara Swami and told him his disciple was acting most improper and agressively. He chastised me severly and said I was just a very lowborn dane (as my body was born in Denmark)and that in Denmark so many persons create children porn and have sex with animals. As if that had anything to do with me. Surely he was committing serious vaisnava aparadha. Because I have dedicadet my life to propagate the holy name and preach pure KC, and distribute Srila Prabhupadas books. Finally it was simply too much and I had to leave this temple because this young mataji was an attractive lady also, and I had told mother Jadurani you ask this girl what she wants from me, I am not really looking for getting married.
So I went to LA and Ramabhadra pressured me to marry this girl, the rest is a long story of dirty politics now this is now many years ago, but as Ramabhadra is still creating lies about me in Vrindavan and politics I want my name cleared. He is a divorcee and married one of the girls I knew he
was chasing (and i told him so in 1990). He single handedly destroyed book distribution in ISKCON Brooklyn. He is violent, wild and acts insanely, he
has burned out so many devotees.
And chased them away from ISKCON, yes it may be a pattern there in my certain power hungry ISKCON leaders. However just by being a divorcee he is unfit to be a TP. But on top of that he runs a bingo hall at the temple and there is meat cook out. Finally, in Boston in 1993 Dhanudhara Swami went to Niranjana Swami in Boston and try to convince me to marry this "mayadevi". I complained to the GBC and left ISKCON Boston where I had distributed Srila Prabhupadas books selflessly for 3 years. At that time in Boston there was devotees having illicit sex in the temple, that sadly happens sometimes in temples (one disciple of Niranjana Swami got pregnant while still not married).
When ever I come to Vrindavan I have to hear directly or indirectly about my so called crimes, I am innocent of all these accusations, this is all udslinging done by Ramabhadra, Dhanudhara and Bhurijana even to this day. I forgive Dhanudhara for his offences to me, however I can not forgive him for beating children severly in the past in the Gurukula. And to me he is a monster. Last year when I went, some of his followers tried to force me to buy his books and and go to his lectures. What is he doing at ISKCON Vrindavan giving lectures on ISKCON property? Well I guess not more unfair than Bhavananda that also used to beat children in Mayapure and Vrindavan, plus Bhavananda had sex with children and was a homo sexual. Still somehow that Bhavananda was allowed to give Bhagavatam class in the past in Mayapura, he is still backed by former (fallen) disciples.
This is the cheaters and the cheated. My only crime is I did not meet Srila Prabhupada and had any vapu association, but I strictly follow his vani to the best of my ability. In the name of Lord Caitanya I want my name cleared once and for all. And those who are still keep gossiping about me in Vrindavan, can go to hell for all I care. I have no time for their gramya katha. They can distribute Srila Prabhupada's books and get a life. I am no fan or friends of Dhanudhara or Bhavananda, and that some of their "godbrothers" want to keep them around is their business, though I disagree, pedophiles and child abusers should be allowed in ISKCON. But the GBC is doing the same mistake as the Catholic church by allowing this. And by having Bhavananda be part of the Temple of Understanding in Mayapura, there is some long lasting stain on the reputation of ISKCON. I have talked to Basu Ghosh about this, but he simply does not get this, and he still supports all persons like Bhavananda and Bhakta das, that was convicted for being a pedophile and for selling drug paraphanalia and spend time in prison in USA.
If you are a rascal and a crook in ISKCON you get a big reward and postion, if you are honest you get beaten by sticks this is most unfair. But I still take this as Krsna's grace to me and depend on His lotus feet and mercy, because there is no one else you can depend on. It seems even the GBC no longer cares for any right or wrongs?
ys Payonidhi das
PS It is also long due the present GBC apologize for the mistakes of the past GBC allowing Bhavananda to become a Guru (when he was a ruru), though he was simply a criminal. I have met a then Gurukuli boy Acutya from Nepal sexually molested back in 1986 by Bhavananda and friends. Justice has never been served. But surely there is another court waiting after this life that has seen all these things ...... Krsna sees and knows it all, there is nothing we can hide from Him. And if Ambarish will only give money for the Vedic Planetarium in Mayapura if Bhavananda is there, then to hell with his money, Krsna can send many others. I disagree with Basu Ghosh on this and think he lacks the pure vision on this, well anyhow he prefers perverts over my friendship. ("Because you did not meet Prabhupada", Judas also met Jesus so what is the difference?)